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Name: Ekaterina
Age: 28
City: Ulyanovsk, Russia

Good  day  ******!  I apologize for the delay in the answer, but I just
now found your letter in the box for Spam. Thank you for your reply. I
am  so  happy  that  you have an interest and thank you once again for
taking  the  time to respond to my email. I want to say thanks for the
photo.  I  like  your photo, I think you're an attractive man. And I'm
glad  we  met  you.  It  is  time  to tell you more about myself. I am
thinking what to begin with. You know, I did not realize that it would
be  so  difficult.  However,  I want you know more about how I live. I
really do not know how to begin, it is so hard. It seems I had so many
thoughts and ideas just a minute ago, but now I am speechless)) May be
because  I  am  excited?)  I need to calm down and begin… Let me start
with  a  short  story about me. I guess you want to know me more. As I
told  you before, my name is Ekaterina. I am 28 and live in Ulyanovsk,
Russia.  My  height  is  171 cm. My weight is 53 kg. I have never been
married.  I  have  no children. I think you ask yourself why a Russian
girl  writes  you,  don’t  you? I am sure you do. Let me try to answer
this  question honestly and outspokenly. Please be sure that I take it
serious.  I  will write you faithfully, without cheating. Each word in
this  email  is  like  a part of me. Each word comes from my heart. In
each  email  I will open you my soul. May be I should not do this, who
knows.  But I feel I should be honest to you. This way you will see my
inner  world,  my thoughts. I hope you will also write me honestly and
from  your  heart.  Opening  our  souls  we will understand each other
better.  How I look, you’ll see at pictures. You’ll see my appearance.
Reading my email I want you see my inner world. This is very important
to  me.  Ohh my God! I promised to answer the question and did forget.
Can you imagine how many thoughts come to my mind? It seems a million.
)))  I want to tell you about everything in one email. However, let me
to  answer  why I did write you. I had a man, but our relationship run
out  badly.  I  gave  all  my  feelings,  my soul and heart to him and
expected  the  same.  I  wanted  our feelings were mutual. I wanted he
cared  about  me.  I  wanted he just respected me. I really thought we
would  be together for the rest of our lives and I even made plans for
our  future.  The  future  where  we  are  happy  just  because we are
together.  But  he  cheated on me with another woman. And that was the
end.  His  cheating  opened my eyes. Now I understand how blind I was,
now  I  know I lived in an illusion. He used me and it hurts. I was so
busy  with  home  stuff that I noticed nothing and of course I trusted
him.  I  did  everything  for  him.  I  made  a breakfast for us every
morning,  then  hurried  up to my work. My lunch break I spent at home
cleaning  our  apartment and cooking. Then came back to work. I was so
tired  of  it,  but I wanted he felt my love and care. I’m writing you
this now and remember. And this makes me cry. I don’t want to remember
it. Never! I don’t want to write you about bad things that happened in
my  life.  Now I am OK and I feel I am ready to start a new life, I am
ready  for  new  relationship.  But, please, don’t hurt me. I hope you
understand  me.  Another  reason  why  I wrote you is the mentality of
Russian  men.  Most  of them don’t look at the future. They live today
and  don’t  make  any  plans to change their lives to the better. They
don’t  goals  and aspirations in life. Most of men are drinking a lot.
It  is  rather difficult to describe you all the reasons in one email.
But I think you understand what I am talking about. I am looking for a
man  who is thinking about the future, who has goals. I am looking for
an  optimistic  man  who doesn’t stop and moves forward to his dreams.
When  I  watch  foreign films, I see you have a different way of life.
You  just  think  and live in a different way. This is also one of the
reasons why I wrote you. So I love watching movies. I live alone in my
own  apartment.  Sometimes  I  feel  lonely  and  my  evenings I spend
watching movies. You know I love the film “The Great Gatsby” I watched
it several times. And what is your favorite film? I am also curious to
know how you imagine a single girl evening. Tell me. I am very curious
to  know. I also love reading if I have leisure time. My favorite book
is  “Anna  Karenina”  that was written by the great Russian writer Lev
Nikolaevich  Tolstoy.  I  also love to go out and breathe fresh air. I
like  to walk in the park, near the river, just through the streets of
our  beautiful city. If you’d like I’ll tell you more about my city in
my next email and send you some pictures of it. In my free time I also
go  to the gym or go to a cafe with my friends. Weekends I often spend
with  my parents. They live out of the city. I will be more than happy
to  tell  you more about how I spend my free time. I just respect your
time.  It seems my email is too long. I don’t want to waste your time.
I am looking forward to your reply. Please tell me more about you, how
you  live,  how you spend your free time. I am very interested to know
you  better.  Please  don’t forget to answer my questions. Have a nice
day! Ekaterina.

Hello  ******!  When I see your email and photos, I become happier. You
know I am smiling now. Thanks a lot for your reply. It is so nice that
you  find time to read my emails and write me back. To be honest I was
thinking a lot about my previous email that I wrote you. May be it was
too  early  to open my soul. I worried what you thought about me after
that  email.  I  was  afraid that you would not answer. I tried not to
think  about  this  and  started  reading  a  book.  But  I  could not
concentrate  on the book, all my thoughts were about our communication
and  acquaintance.  When  I woke up, I realized that I didn’t remember
what  the book was about. )) I was still thinking whether you reply or
not.  All  the  bad thoughts seemed to have disappeared from my mind..
Now I see your email and this makes me happy and makes me smile. Thank
you  once  again for your email. ******, today I want to tell you about
my  job.  I  want you know me better and how I live here in Ulyanovsk.
What  to  begin with? So, right now I am at work. I just have a break.
Therefore,  I decided to answer you. By the way, all my emails I write
you  from  my  work because only here I have an opportunity to use the
Internet.  I  work  as a sales consultant in a women's clothing store.
I'm a teacher by education, but I had to find a job in another sphere.
The  paradox is that it is rather difficult to find a job by education
and  teachers  job  is  low-paid. This is very sad but a true. I would
love  to  be a teacher. I hope that one day this job will be in demand
and  well  paid.  So  that my dream comes true. However, may be not in
Russia.  I  really  want  to  teach  young  people. I want to share my
experience with them, instill in them the right moral values: honesty,
justice,  sincerity.  I  want  to teach young people to appreciate the
main  qualities  in life like love, care, and goodness. Unfortunately,
in  the  modern  world people forget about these simple things. ******,
let’s  turn  back  to  my job. I am a sales consultant in the clothing
store.  My  working day is long. I start at 9 am and finish at 9 pm. I
have  a  1-hour  lunch  break.  But  this  is only if we have not many
customers.  Sometimes we have so many customers that I even don’t have
an  opportunity  to  eat  on  time.  But  I  like  my  job, it is very
interesting.  I  love  to talk to people and to help them find clothes
that  suit  them.  Our  store  is  far  from  my home. I go to work by
trolleybus.  After  work I go home on foot, you remember I’ve told you
that I love to walk. At morning it takes 40 minutes to get to work. It
takes  me 1 hour 20 minutes to walk home but I love my way home. After
a  busy  day, the walk makes me relax. The fresh air makes my thoughts
bright and clean. I also enjoy our city. It is very beautiful. With my
next  email I will sure send you some pictures of my city and tell you
more about it. If you’d like of course. Just let me know. When I walk,
I’m looking at people who hurry up and do not notice the beauty around
them.  They  are  too  busy.  They are in the hectic of their everyday
life.  As  for  me,  there  is  no  need to hurry home, I have time to
admire,  relax and enjoy my time. Nobody waits me at home. But I truly
believe  that  everything  will  change  soon. I believe that love and
happy future finally come to me. I believe that I will find a man whom
I  can give my love, care and tenderness. ******, do you find my emails
interesting? I hope so. I close my eyes and imagine how you read them.
You  have  a  kind  smile, and you read my emails carefully. Sometimes
reread them. Am I right? )) Let’s turn back to my daily routine. After
work  and  on  the weekend I go to the gym. I am convinced that a girl
should  be  slim  and beautiful. I love yoga. Practicing yoga gives me
peace of mind and good thoughts. I will tell you just some more things
about  me and return to work. In my spare time I meet with friends. We
can  go  to  cafes, cinema or theater. In summer we go to the lake. In
winter  we  skate.  I  try to diversify my life as much as possible so
that  it  will  not  be  boring.  Ohh, I forgot to mention that I love
horses.  If  I  have a chance, I go to a stable, which is not far from
the  city.  I  take  care of the horses there and ride. I love this so
much!  I  want  to  meet  a man who I can have fun with. The man I can
spend the time interesting. That would be wonderful! I forgot to write
that  on  weekends I visit my parents. They live in a village far from
the  city.  I  will  write  about  them in my next email. Please don’t
hesitate  to  write me about everything happened with you. I'm curious
to  know  everything about your life. ****** look, my email is too long
again. I passionately wanted to tell you about everything so that time
just  got  away))  But  it's  time  to work. I will wait for your next
email. Take care! Ekaterina

Hello  ******!  ******, thank you for your reply. Thank you for the time
you  spend  reading  my emails and writing back to me. I enjoy reading
your  emails.  Please  tell  me  what you feel while you’re reading my
emails. I am very interested to know. Your emails makes me feel not so
lonely,  to  tell the truth your emails make my day. It's always put a
smile on my face. Your emails help me to know you more and more. It is
so nice that we’ve known each other. I am happy that we continue being
in  touch!!!  I understand that your father recently had an operation,
and  I also understand that you had a difficult relationship with him,
but  I  think  that you have a kind heart and you are doing everything
right  by  caring for him. ******, as I promised, today I would like to
tell  you about my family. So, I keep my word! First of all, I want to
say  that I am the only one child. I was named after my grandmother. I
also have a short name Katya. So you can call me Ekaterina or Katya as
you  like)). I live alone in my own apartment, because my parents live
in  the village that is 90 km far from the city. As I told you before,
I  try to visit them from time to time. Not so often as I want to. The
thing is that it is too long to go by bus and then about 3 km by foot.
But if I have a chance, I go to my mom and dad with pleasure. They are
the  most  important  people  for  me in the world. They are my native
people so I use very chance to visit them. My dad’s 64. He is retired.
But  he  worked  as a mechanic in the agricultural organization of our
village.  He is a pensioner, but he has an active lifestyle. I think I
like  my  parents.  I  also  prefer the active lifestyle and I am very
goal-oriented.  I  believe a person always should be goal-oriented and
active  in  life.  Otherwise,  the laziness will prevail and then life
will  become boring and uninteresting. What do you think? Do you agree
with  me? Mostly this applies to men. Because a man should be a leader
and  like  we say here in Russia a man should be like a stone wall, so
that  a woman can feel safe. A real man sets goals and always achieves
them.  Women  will  follow the man like this and will do everything to
make  him  happy.  Me  also)) I want to meet a man like this and spend
with  him  the  rest  of  my  life. I will take care of him as much as
possible.  I  will give him my love, tenderness, affection and care. I
will  do  my  best  to  make  my man feel happy! ******, sorry, I again
changed  the topic. It's my fault. It seems O tell you everything that
comes  to  my mind right now. Let me get my head out of the clouds and
continue telling about my family. My mom’s 62. She is retired as well.
When  she  was  young,  she  was  working as a seamstress. She is very
smart, interesting and positive woman. More from Relatives , I have an
Aunt  (mother's  younger  sister)  and  two  cousins. But they live in
Ukraine  and  come to visit us in Ulyanovsk about once a year. My aunt
loves  me  very  much and we are good friends with her. She is younger
than  my  mom,  so  she  is  not  yet  retired.  She works in the post
office.My  parents are an example of a loving and happy family for me.
They’re  still  loving  and  respecting each other. Despite their age.
They  have  lived  a  long,  happy but not an easy life. They had hard
periods  of  life.  But despite everything they are still together and
support  each  other.  They  never  betrayed each other. My dad always
worked  hard.  I  remember  that he always woke up early and came back
home very late. He even worked on weekends. But if he had days off, he
always  spend his time with us. My mom is ideal, she is my role model.
She also worked hard, but always found the time to take care of me and
my  dad.  So,  now  they are retired and live in their own house. They
have their own farm. They spend time together. In summer, they pick up
mushrooms  and  berries.  In  winter  they  love to ski. They are very
athletic!  My  parents always said to me that respect is the important
quality  in  relationships!  Respect  in the family is one of the main
qualities  that  makes  a life happy. Do you agree with me? I hope you
do. When I am reading your emails, I get a picture of you. It seems to
me  that  we  are  very similar and we look at life in the same way. I
thought  you  and  I are kindred spirits. I hope you think the same. I
changed  the topic again. I am smiling right now, because I am telling
you  about  my family but the same time thinking about us. ******, I am
afraid  I  have to go and finish my email. I should work. Will see you
in  my  next  email))) Please feel free to write me more about you and
your  life.  I  will  not  be  tired to repeat that I want to know you
better. Always looking forward to your reply. Have a fantastic day and
take care! Ekaterina

Hello  ******!  Thank  you  for your reply. I am reading your email and
smiling.  You  always  make my day. Getting your emails is starting to
become  a  habit.  I'm going to tell you the secret. The first thing I
think  about when I wake up is whether you write me today or not. This
is so nice to come to work and find your email. To tell the truth you,
our  emails  to  each  other can't get out of my head. I am constantly
thinking  about  you  wherever I am, at work, on my way home, at home,
when  I  go  to bed, when I wake up. I just try to imagine what you’re
doing  at  the same moment, what your mood today is. When I cook, I am
asking  myself  whether  you’re  hungry  or  not.  I  am  just  really
interested  to  know  how  you  live.  I like to be in touch with you!
******, I hope you too, do you? I'm sorry, but I don't have the ability
to  talk  on  Skype  and  WatsApp  because  my  phone not support such
programs.  I  want  to talk about the situation with my cell phone. At
the  moment I have the simple phone Nokia 101. You probably don't even
remember  how  it approximately look like?? I can say that there is no
touch  screen and absolutely no program. The reason is that two months
ago  my  Samsung  was stolen along with my purse. I went to the police
but  it  yielded  no results. Thus, I was left without a modern phone.
Answering  your  questions. Yes, I believe in God, and I'm an Orthodox
Christian.  Jesus  Christ lives in my heart. As for romance, I like to
spend  a  lot of time with my beloved man. I love hugging, kissing and
giving  my love and care. ******, your emails give me an opportunity to
know  you  better.  Each email makes us closer. And there is no matter
the  we  so  far  away from each other. I am grateful that we met each
other! ******, in my previous email I told you about my family, What do
you  think  about  us? I hope you read my email carefully and with the
interest.  Today  let  me tell you more about my daily routine from my
childhood  and  till  now.  You  know  it  is  quite difficult to tell
everything  in  details  by  emails.  I  can not show you my emotions.
Emails  just  cannot capture emotions. I would be more than happy if I
see  you  in  real and can talk you face to face. This way we can talk
non-stop,  in  more detail I mean. We can feel each other. One meeting
in  real  replaces  dozens of emails. ******, I really don’t know why I
always  change the topic)) May be coz I am dreaming… So, I promised to
tell  you  more  about  my  childhood.  I  am  not  sure that would be
interesting  for  you  to  read about kindergarten, so let me tell you
about  the  period when I was a pupil. I was seven; went to school. By
the  way  I  was  born and studied in the village that my parents live
now. I left school at 17. So, these 10 years were very interesting and
funny.  This  time  will  be fondly remembered.We They left home early
morning  study  all  the  day  and  came  home late. After classes, we
attended  different  kind  of  additional  classes.  I  liked  to play
volleyball,  basketball.  I  was  also  fond of drawing and singing. I
participated  in different school concerts and competitions. I studied
well,  so I often took part in different Olympiads. The olympiads took
place in the city. Thanks to olympiads, I felt in love with Ulyanovsk.
I  will tell you more about this beautiful city later. Hope in my next
email.  When  I was a child I dreamed to move to Ulyanovsk. As you can
see,  my  dream  has come true! ******, what do you dream about? If you
want  your  dream  comes true, you should work hard and concentrate on
it.  That’s  why  I  studied  well  and  worked  on myself. To move to
Ulyanovsk I had to enter the University. It was the only one chance to
leave the village. I entered the Pedagogical Uni when I was 17. So, at
17  I  started  a  new  live  in  the  city.  I  spent  5 years in the
University.  I  lived in a dormitory. I studied and worked at the same
time. Yep, I started to work at 17, can you imagine, ******? The reason
was  simple. The life in the city is rather expensive than life in the
village.  Of  course  my  parents  helped  me  a lot, but that was not
enough.  I  understood  then  what  the adult life means. I enjoyed my
study  at Uni. I also played volleyball. Like in school I took part in
different  competitions. I graduated at 22. I had to find a new job by
my  education  and  find where to live. I was lucky and was offered to
work  at school and rent an apartment. That time I met that man I told
you  before,  I  don’t  want  to remember him anymore. It was very bad
experience. I worked as a teacher not very long time, because this job
is  very  low-paid.  Especially  for  life in the big city. So when we
broke  up, I decided to start with a clean slate. I started to work as
a sales manager. My mom and dad helped me to buy a small apartment. We
got  a  mortgage.  Now  everything  is all right. ))) I met you and it
changed my life. Like a happy end)) This is a short story about me. It
is  hard  to  tell  about everything in one email. But I think we will
have time to talk. You remember my dreams come true)) I have to return
to my work. I will also go to the gym after work. So need to work hard
now  not to be late. When I am doing sports, I forget about everything
am  my mind becomes clean))) ******, I wish you wonderful day. Wait for
your email! Ekaterina.

Hello  ******! Thank you for your email. Thank you that you always make
my  day.  Your emails make me happier I mean. When I see your email, I
forget about bad things and smile. How is your day? What’s new? I hope
you’re  doing  well. I want my emails make you happier as well as your
make  my day. I'm sorry, but I don't have the ability to talk on Skype
and  Facebook  because  my  phone not support such programs. I want to
talk  about the situation with my cell phone. At the moment I have the
simple  phone  Nokia  101.  You  probably  don't  even remember how it
approximately  look like?? I can say that there is no touch screen and
absolutely  no  program.  The reason is that two months ago my Samsung
was stolen along with my purse. I went to the police but it yielded no
results.  Thus,  I  was  left  without  a modern phone. ******, I am so
grateful  that we know each other! And I am happy that we are still in
touch.  This  is  a real pleasure to talk to you. You so far away from
me,  thousands of kilometers I guess, but you give emotions. And these
emotions  make me feel like a woman. I haven’t been feeling this for a
long  time.  I  hope you understand what I am talking about. Not every
man can make a woman to feel like a woman, even being near. But you do
and  it  doesn’t  even  matter  that  you’re  so far away from me. You
deserve  to  be a happy man with a happy woman near! You deserve love,
respect  and  care! Yesterday evening when I came home from the gym, I
was  cooking and thinking about you. I imagined that I was cooking not
for  me  alone  but  for you as well. I hope my thoughts come true one
day.  At  least  just for one evening… The evening when I can cook for
you  and  thank  you  for  the  emotions you give me. Dear ******, I am
dreaming  a  lot!  May  be  you  think that I am too innocent, do you?
Perhaps  you do, but dreams really come true. So, it is not too bad if
I  dream  a  little  bit.  I  am constantly thinking about you and our
communication.  I  imagine  how  it will be wonderful to talk in real.
Yesterday when I was in the gym, I tried not to think, try to clear my
mind.  But  can you imagine that during 1,5 hours I was thinking about
you  and  that was very positive thoughts so that time passed quickly.
Today  when  I  woke  up,  I  felt  good and understood that yesterday
training  was  successful. Have you ever felt the same after gyming? I
hurried  up to my work today because I was eager to find and read your
email. It seems I even didn’t breakfast well. And now I am writing you
instead  of  eating. ))) ******, as you remember I promised to tell you
about  he  city  I  live in. I hope you remember that it is Ulyanovsk.
Ulyanovsk  city  in Russia, administrative center of Ulyanovsk region.
The population of our city is more than 626 thousand people. It is not
a  big  city, but beautiful and pleasant with good people. In the city
there  are  theaters,  parks,  cinemas.  Lots of beautiful streets and
buildings.  Ulyanovsk is about 900 kilometers from Moscow, the capital
of  our  country. Our city is named after Vladimir Ulyanov (Lenin). Do
you know anything about him? This is the revolutionary who established
the  communist  form of government in our country in the last century.
Well.  The  city  is located on a hilly plain at an altitude of 80-160
meters  above  sea  level. In the central part of the city there is an
underground  river Simbirka, which flows into Sviyaga. Ulyanovsk is an
industrial  city of my country, with a developed engineering industry.
Here is some information about my city. I hope that this will help you
to  have  an idea about the city in which I live. Dear ******, have you
ever  heard  about  Ulyanovsk?  About  this big city where I live in a
small  apartment… A lonely, but airy-fairy girl. I feel like I need to
open  up  my  heart.  I  often feel lonely and boring. Do you feel the
same?  It's  very  sad  to go home and know that nobody expects you. I
think  you  feel  this too. I feel very sad spending evenings alone. I
want to have a man who I can take care of. I want to be with an honest
and  decent  man, to whom I can give my love and tenderness. I want to
fall  asleep and wake up in a strong embrace. I think I'm going to cry
now.  I  do not know why I'm writing this to you. I just need to share
with  you  my  secret  thoughts. Thoughts that I can share with my mom
only.  But  I  feel  you will understand me so I decided to be honest.
Why?  I  think  you're experiencing the same thing too. I think we are
simlar.  I think that may be fate gave a chance to meet each other. We
met each other and thousands of kilometers don’t play a role. Now I do
not  feel  sad and lonely as before. You know, all my thoughts are now
about  you and our communication))! Thank you for saving me from being
alone  and thank you that you always make me happy! ******, please tell
me  more  about  what  you  feel and what you think and dream about. I
really need it. For example can you imagine we meet one day in real? I
am interested in everything! Thank you for taking the time to write an
answer. I'm looking forward to your next email. Now I have to work and
I  will  think about you all the day I am sure)). Please take care and
have a nice day! Ekaterina.

Hello  ******! Hope you’re fine. Your email as usual makes my day. I am
so glad you have time to write me emails. I enjoy reading all of them.
I  am  doing  well. Hope you too. I even forgot the day when I’ve been
sad.  Can  you imagine why? I guess this is because of you, because of
your  emails.  It  seems  I  just  don’t  have time to think about bad
things, because I am always think about you and our communication. You
make  me dream! My days became more positive and happier! ******, thank
you for all what you do. I would like you feel more positive and happy
as  well  when you read my emails. I hope your life has been changed a
little  bit))  The  first  thing  I  think  about when I wake up every
morning  is you. The only one reason why I hurry up to my work is your
email. I do not feel lonely any more. The only one thing we don’t have
is  the real talk. Just one talk when we can al least hear each other.
That’s  why  I dream about our meeting, Thought is material. I believe
in  my  dream.  If this is definitely true how long I should dream and
imagine  our meeting so that it comes true))! ******, if you follow me,
if  you  dream  about  our  meeting like me, I think we can double the
effect  and  make  our  meeting  closer!  But now let’s talk about the
reality!!!))  ******,  I have a coffee break now, so I can write you an
email.  Today  I  have  much  to  do, but can not leave you without an
answer.  I  have  a very busy schedule. I am working almost every day.
The  thing is that two of my colleagues are on sick leave. So I should
work  for them. We’re very united team. We always help each other. And
of  course if there is a need to replace a colleague, everyone will be
ready  to help. That’s why I love to work here and like my colleagues.
I  always  know  that  everyone  helps  me  if  I  ask. There are many
customers  in  our  store.  Always))  We  have a good range of women's
clothing,  so  the  store  is very popular among ladys. Dear ******, my
parents  always  say  that  it  feels  like  a silver lining there. My
parents raised me right. They always say that first of all I should to
look at a probem from the other hand, who knows may I am not right. Do
you  agree  with  them?You know I am a little bit happy that I have to
work every day. I hope you understand why)), because I can write you))
We  can  email  each  other every day. This is very important to me. I
mean  to  find your email every day. We know each other more and more,
we become closer despite the thousands of kilometers between us. I got
so  much  energy.  I  am  ready to work non-stop, without days off. No
surprise  where my powers came from. It is you, my dear, ****** You are
a  wizard!  You  have awakened the feelings that I once hid deep in my
soul.  If  you  could see me now, you would see that I am shining with
happiness ... You would probably smile too. Even my colleagues noticed
that  I’ve begun to look happier. But I don’t tell anyone about us. It
is  still  just  my secret. Happiness loves silence. Do you agree with
me?  Of  course  the  day when I tell them comes. Have you told anyone
about  our  communication? The only one reason to take a day off is my
parents.  Unfortunately,  I  haven’t  been visiting them for about two
weeks.  I  really  miss them! They are my native. I feel calm and good
near them. I am going to take a day off and visit them. They also miss
me very much. Every time I come, they ask me to visit them more often.
I  do understand them and use every chance to visit my mom and dad. It
is  a  pity that I can do it on rare occasion. ((******, I think I will
not  be  able  to resist. I want to tell my mom about you.) I hope you
don’t  mind.  I really want to share my happiness with my mother)) She
is the closest and most loved person who I can talk on any topic with.
She is always with me and I feel her support. If necessary, she always
gives  me  an  advice.  I  hope you do not mind))! Daddy does not like
conversations  like  this.  He  calls  this  “girls’ talk.” He prefers
kindly keep out of the conversation between me and mom. He always says
that man should work hard, talk less. I completely agree with him. You
can  say  a  thousand  words,  talk  about  strong  love, but don’t do
anything  real  for  your woman. I think there are many men like this.
Unfortunately  I  also had a bitter experience. ******, I consider that
you're  a  real  man.  You're  a man of action! You make me happy even
thousands of miles away from me! You make my life more joyful! It's so
nice!  Dear  ******, thank you for everything! I wish you be happy too.
You  deserve  it.  I  will  do  my  best  to  make you happy!!! ******,
unfortunately  I have to go to work. I finish writing. Looking forward
to your reply! Have a nice day! Ekaterina

Hello  ******!  How  is your day going? Hope you’re fine! I cannot stop
thinking  about you. I imagine how you spend your day, how you feel. I
want  to  take care of you so that you can feel joyful! I want to make
you  the happiest man in the world. But I can do it only with the help
of emails. Every word in my emails comes from my heart so that you can
feel my care. Do you feel it by any chance? As usual, I am writing you
when  I  have  a break. Thank you for your email. I am always happy to
see  your email. Today people are too busy to take the time on someone
else.  They  work  nonstop,  they  have their own troubles. But you no
matter  what, find the time to shoot me a message. I really appreciate
your  time. Thank you for that my dear. We continue our communication.
We became more open to each other than earlier. This is so sweet! Your
emails  warm my soul. I can read them repeatedly. I think we have very
similar  life  goals, dreams and desires. My greatest desire now is to
meet  you  in  real!  Do  you remember that we should think about this
together?  Then  it  will  come  true)).  As  for  me, I am constantly
thinking  about  it.  It would be so wonderful to walk together in the
park  and talk about everything that comes to our minds. If we believe
in  this dream, it will definitely come true. I am sure and believe. I
hope  you  too. ******, today I have a very busy day. Today morning our
boss  informed  us  about  a  follow-up audit. That was a surprise for
everyone.  We  started  to prepare immediately. I need to be ready for
this  audit  as  well.  But  first  of  all I will write you))) At the
meeting I also asked my boss to give me a day off, so that I can visit
my parents. He agreed but only after the audit. When I was writing you
my  previous email, I felt so sad that I have not seen them for a long
time. That’s why I decided to take a day off and visit them. They will
be very happy to see me. I am sure. I hope you remember that I want to
tell  my parents about you. Because I am so happy. And I need to share
my  feelings.  I'm interested to see their reaction. I think they will
be pleasantly surprised. But I am not going to tell someone else about
you.  Not now) My parents the only one who I can share my thoughts and
feelings.  They  are my native. I can talk with them on any topic. You
are  the third person, who I can talk about everything with! I like to
tell  you everything about my life and my thoughts. It's so great that
you  understand and support me. Personally, I'm rather shy and humble.
I  do  not  know  if  I could share everything with you, if we meet in
reality. I think no)). That’s why I am so glad that we met in Internet
and  can talk via email. However, please do not think that in reality,
I  will be silent and there will be nothing to talk about. This is not
the  case.  Just in emails it's easier for me to be completely open to
you. I do it with pleasure, because I know that you’re a real man! I'm
sure  that  you will not hurt me. You know how difficult it is to find
honesty  and  sincerity  in a relationship, so I’m sure you appreciate
it.  You  deserve  love  and happiness. I'm sure you'll have it all! I
worry  about  you. I thank the fate because it brought you! ******, I’m
crying.  I  am writing to you about this and tears are coming…tears of
happiness. Honestly, I'm happy that we know each other and continue to
communicate  ...  Dear  ******, I have to finish my email. The audit is
waiting  for  me((  I  have  much stuff to do. If I am not tired, I am
going  to gym after work))) My evening I will spend reading a book and
thinking about you. I am looking forward to your reply. As usual. Have
a blessed day!! Yours Ekaterina

Hello  ******!  How are you? Hope things are going well. As for me I am
very  very  busy  because  our boss suddenly informed us about today’s
audit,  Of  course  we  knew  that  it would happen one day but nobody
expected  it  today. But I always find the time to write you an email.
Thank you for your email too. You made my day again. I am always happy
to  see  and read your email. I became more joyful after reading them.
Thank you for all the words and your care. I also want to take care of
you  so  that  you  feel not lonely in this world. I want you remember
that  you  have  me who think and worry about you. I am convinced that
this  is  very  important  for people. I mean to know that you are not
alone  and  you  have  a person who take care of you. In this case you
feel  good and calm. But what is definitely great is to know that your
soul  mate  is  awaiting  for you at home. It is so cool that we found
each other in such a big world. I believe that the time will come when
you  come home and find me waiting for you))) ******, you deserve to be
happy.  Do  not  let anyone make you forget that. I will do my best to
make  you  happy.  Every day I understand more and more that I want to
take care of you. What did you do to me?))) How I lived without you? I
don't  know who I am without you. I know that my life was not so fully
as  now.  I  have my parents who helped me to get my apartment, I work
and  have friends I can spend my time with. But I didn’t have a person
who  I  could  have a good time with. But now I have you. Before now I
could  not  talk  to  anyone  except  my parents. I could not share my
thoughts  and  feelings. I didn’t open my inner world. Only my parents
take care of me and always support no matter what. It is very nice and
important  of  course  but  it  is  not enough and I have not seen the
future  and  meaning  of life. Now I know what I want to achieve in my
live.  Everything  has changed when I met you. My days became happier.
Every  day I feel care. You gave me hope and made me believe in bright
future.  Yep,  this  is  how I feel my dear ******. May be I hurry with
this conclusion. But I feel so happy that I do not want to think about
bad things. I dream only about positive things. I hope you on the same
way.  ******,  you’re  not  alone!  You  are always in my mind. You can
always  share  your  thoughts and troubles with me. You can tell me if
you have any problems or concerns. Write me no matter if you’re joyful
or  sad. I will always listen to you and try to make happier. It seems
I have to go now. My colleagues are waiting for me. If I have a chance
to  write  you  again,  I will definitely do it! Please be careful and
take care! I kiss you.

Dear  ******,  I  have a chance to write you. I did forget to attach my
photos  again.  Sorry))) You can find them attached to this email. How
do  you  like me? What do you think when you look at my pictures? I do
not  like  to be photographed by the way. I think I am very ridiculous
at photos. May be you’re laughing when you look at me))) If so, then I
am even glad. I want you smile and be joyful. Today was very busy day,
we  had much work to do. I am a little bit tired. I dream about my bed
now  and  want  this day ends as soon as possible. When I come home, I
will  take a hot bath with aromatic oils to relax. Moreover, yesterday
I  went  to gym and made a good training. If I knew that we would have
the  audit  today,  may  be  I  did not gym a lot. So my body needs to
relax. ))) I think you also had days like this. ******, despite today's
audit,  I  have some positive news today. My boss allowed me to take a
day off)). That means I will visit my parents. I am so happy. I cannot
wait  to  see them. I can not wait to tell them about positive changes
in  my life. I mean you my dear. You're my positive changes. I am sure
that  they will be happy for me. I will then write you how they react.
I think you would like to know about it.)) Honey, please write me even
if  you  know  that I am not at work. Because I have an opportunity to
come  to work even if I have a day off. Just because I want to find an
email  form  you  and write you back. I cannot live a day without your
emails.  It is very important to me to be in touch with you every day.
This helps to strengthen our relationships and makes our communication
more  interesting.  Do  you agree with me? I often reread your emails.
Your  emails  energize me. They help me gear up. So, now I need to go.
Thank  you  for  everything.  You are changing my life day by day. You
make me happy! I think of you every day and want to see you just for a
minute  in  real.  Just  know  it!  Have  a  nice day. Million kisses…
Ekaterina

Hello  ******! How is your day going? How you feeling today? How is the
weather?  Dear ******, I hope you’re fine. Thank you for your email. As
usual you made my day brighter and happier. I am feeling good . ******,
you’re  keeping me happy! I have a good news, the audit was a success.
When  I  came  to  work today, my boss told me that I am free of work.
That means I will visit my parents. I am so happy that I will see them
finally.  So  I  decided to take a chance to write while I am at work.
Then  I will go home to take some stuff with me. The only way to reach
the  village is to use a bus. Before the trip, I will go to a shopping
center. I want to buy some presents for my parents. Dear ******, I'm so
impatient  because  I would like to tell them about you and me. I want
to  share  my joy with them and see their reaction. I think it will be
the long way to go. First I need to reach the station and find my bus.
It  will  take 1,5 hours to reach the destination. Then I have to walk
about 3 km (from the bus stop to my parent’s house) My parents usually
meet  me at the bus stop so that we can talk on the way home. It think
it will be a good chance to tell them about you. Then when I come back
to  work,  I will write you at once. I hope you’re interested to know.
******,  please  do  not forget to write me every day. Even if you know
that  I am not at work. When I go to work, I will be happy to see your
emails. Dear ******, I stay at work although my boss let me go. This is
because  of you, I can not leave without writing you an answer. I find
my  emails  as a sign of my care. Because now this is the only one way
we can express our feeling and emotions. This is not good to leave you
without  my  email.  I  hope  you understand how important your emails
are))) I do respect you and that’s why I am still here and writing you
this  email))  I  don’t want to keep you waiting for my emails. I hope
you  too.. You also will not make me wait yours. When I return from my
parents  I will go to my work right from the station. I will read your
emails and answer. Ohh, I will tell you about our conversation and how
I’ve  spend  the time in the village. However, usually we have fun. We
talk a lot, coz we don’t see each other long time. My mom and me cook.
It  can  be  homemade  cakes and other delicious dishes. My dad always
prepares Russian banya. Have you ever heard about Russian banya? Banya
is  an extremely popular Russian tradition. I will definitely tell you
more about it later. But of course that would be better if you can try
it.  Russian  banya  is  very  good  for  health. We also like to walk
through  the  village  and  enjoy  the  countryside.  We even have our
favorite  place  we  always  go  to. This is the river bank. It's very
beautiful  there!  My dad loves to fish and when I was a child he took
me with him. That's how our favorite place appeared. The river bank is
especially beautiful in summer time. This is the best time to fish and
pick  berries  and flowers. In winter we just walk around the village.
At  the  evening  when  everything is done, we go to banya and then we
love  to  remember my childhood. We look at my child pictures. It is a
pity  that they are printed and we don’t have them on electronic form.
I  would  love  you see me in the childhood, but this is not possible.
However,  if  we  meet  in  real, I will definitely to show you all of
them. ******, lately, I dream so much.)) My biggest dream is to see you
in real. You’ve became very close to me. Thanks to emails we tell each
other  about our lifes. We have the same dreams and goals. I feel good
with you! You’re the man I’ve dreamed about and imagined in my mind. I
thank fate as it gave us the opportunity to get to know each other. Of
course  I  am always thinking how it would wonderful to see each other
face  to  face.  This is because of long distance between us. But I am
afraid  it  would  be  difficult to do. And that makes me sad. But you
know  I  believe  that  dreams  come  true!! May be that’s why I am so
dreamy)))  I  can  imagine  you  and  our meeting only in dreams. Only
dreams  give me a chance to imagine how we spend the time together. In
dreams  I can take care of you. These dreams make me happy. ******, you
and  me,  we  are strong. So everything is gonna be all right. We have
our  goal  and  we come to it together. I changed the topic again)). I
will tell you more about my visit to parents in my next email. Ok? Now
I  need  to  hurry up. I need to go to a shopping center. Shopping can
take  much time)) Cheer up, my dear! Just remember I am here and think
about you! Have a good time! I kiss you. Ekaterina

Hello  ******! I’ve just came back and at once went to my work in order
to  write  you  an  email.  However,  I  don’t work today. I am pretty
good!)))  Hope  you’re  fine  too.  I understand that you're concerned
about  the  financial issue of me moving in with you, but I don't know
how  much  money  it  costs,  so  I  can't  give you an answer to your
question  right  now.  I  have  some savings, but I don't know if that
money  is  enough.  But  I  ask  you not to doubt my sincerity and the
seriousness  of  my intentions towards you. I'm not a scammer, and I'm
not playing with your feelings. Although I think the scammer would say
exactly  the same. LOL. In any case, listen to your heart, and it will
tell you that I'm not here for the games. I am eager to tell you about
my  talk  with  parents.  I told them about you, hope you remember. Of
course  I worried about this talk, because I didn’t know what reaction
they  would  have.  But  I was worried for nothing. They reacted quite
well.  They  were  happy for us. Frankly speaking they at once noticed
that  something  has  changed at me. My mom was surprised and happy at
the  same  time.  She  have  not  seen me so happy for a long time. My
mother  immediately  said that she had not seen me so happy for a long
time.  We  was  talking about us a whole evening. It is hard to retell
everything  we  discussed.  I will focus on the most important points,
coz I don’t want to make my email too long. I do appreciate your time,
my  dear.  I told them shortly about how we met. I added that you live
not  in  Russia.  They  were  very  surprised  to hear that. The first
question  my  dad  asked me was about how we communicate. The thing is
that  they never used computer and it seems they still don’t know what
Internet  is.  For  people who live in villages this is not necessary.
They  just don’t need things like this. They even can not imagine that
people  can  communicate via the Internet))) So I told them more about
how  the  Internet work. I told them that every day we write emails to
each  other.  I added that we liked to meet each other because we have
the  same  goals,  that  we both are alone and want to meet one day in
real.  We  have  the  same perspective on life, do we? I hope we do. I
really  want to see you and know you more personally. But we have time
to discuss our meeting, right? Let me now tell you how I spend my time
in  the  village.  I told my parents that you’re the man I was looking
for.  I  told  them  that you’re interesting, honest, caring, serious,
fair.  And this is only a small part of your merits that I have listed
to  them)).  ******, you’re really the man I dreamed about! I thank the
fate  every  day  that  we found each other. You make a lot to me. You
give  me  lots  of  positive  moments. Through your emails I feel your
care. I know you worry about me and support me. And the most important
that you think of me, I feel it. Thank you for this. I really need it!
Our  feelings  and emotions are mutual! I am constantly thinking about
you.  Non-stop))  I  imagine  how we will meet once. I also care about
you.  I hope you feel it in my emails. I try to bare my soul to you as
much  as  I can. I want to make you happy and take care of you. I will
not  be  tired  to  repeat  this.  So  I  told my parents about all my
feelings.  They  listened to me very carefully. They understood that I
was serious. So they are glad to know that I feel happy with you. They
will  support  me..us in everything. However they asked me how serious
we are and how far we let things go. They talked about our feelings. I
answered  that we are very serious and we dream to see each other once
in  the  future.  My  mom  whispered to me that if I feel that you are
really that man who I want to be the rest of my life with, if I decide
to go to you, she will support me without a doubt. I said that we have
not  made  any plans about our meeting yet. But it was so nice to hear
that  my  parents  would  support  me in any case!! ******, what do you
think?  Are you glad to hear that? Dear ******, I am very glad! This is
what  I  wanted  to hear from them. Their opinion is very important to
me.  They are truly happy for me. Because all what they want is that I
am happy! My mom thinks that I will be happy with the man like you, my
dear ******! My mom sees that you’ve already changed me and my life for
the  better.  I  cannot  imagine how happy I will be when I see you in
real.  I will be over the moon)) I hope you too. May be you think that
I  am  looking at the world through rose-coloured glasses. No worries,
my  dear, this is not true. I am realistic and I know that life is not
a  game.  I know people meet happiness and sorrow. I know that man and
woman should be together in sickness and in health, in misery and joy.
Life  has taught me a lesson. I do understand there are different kind
of  difficulties  we  can have. I am convinced that the most important
thing  is  to  be  near your partner and support each other. No matter
what happens, happiness or sorrow, don’t leave your partner alone. And
I  want  to  be  a  partner  like this. I want to support you in every
situation.  I have to be your rock. Dear ******, just know that you can
tell  me  about  everything. I will support you and do my best to make
you  the  happiest man in the world! I think we took a step forward. I
hope we will continue to know each other more and more step by step! I
hope we will understand and respect each other. ******, I can tell you,
I am emotionally compromised. I am so happy that my boss gave me a day
off  so  that  I could visit my parents. I am very pleased about their
reaction  when I told them about you. I wish to tell you everything in
more  detail,  but I am afraid my email will be too long. ))) To cut a
long  story  sort,  we did spend the time very nice. Unfortunately, we
did  not  have  much  time  as  I  wanted  to have. My mom and we were
cooking.  At  the  same  time  my  dad  heated  the Russian banya. You
remember  I told you about it in my previous email. So let me tell you
what  it  is.  People  living in a village don’t know what a shower or
bath  is. The only way to wash yourself is banya. Speaking generally a
banya  is  a  room equipped for washing people with water, hot air and
steam.  A  classic  Russian  banya is heated with firewood. Inside the
banya,  which  is usually built of wood, there are wide wooden benches
along the walls. They are built up one above the other like steps. You
can sit or lay on the benches. There are also hot stones in parilka on
which  you  splash  water  in  order to get hot steam. Hot steam helps
clean  the  skin, makes it soft and smooth. They say washing up in the
banya  is  like  being born again. I hope you got the main idea)) So I
went  to  banyan, then we had a supper. Then we were talking a lot and
didn’t notice the time. It was too late when we went to sleep. I could
not fall asleep for a long time, because I was thinking about you, and
I  would  like  to  write you immediately, but no chance(( I wished to
tell  you  about  our talk that was devoted to you. At morning when we
wake up, we had a breakfast and made our house clean. Then I had to go
back  to  the city. My parents walked me back to the bus stop. So I am
in  the  city  right now, writing you this email)) Dear ******, I tried
not  to make my email long. I told you only the most important things.
I  don’t  want  to bother you. I will dream about the time when we can
talk  non stop. Now I will go home and get some rest. I will stay home
today  evening.  I also need to clean my own apartment. I hope it will
take not much time so that I will be able to read a book. Of course, I
will  think  about  you.  As  usual))  Do you have any plans for today
evening?  Please  share your thoughts about my talk with parents. What
do  you  think?  I  am  looking  forward  for your opinion. It is very
important  to me. ******, bye for now, take care! Keep in touch! I kiss
you. Ekaterina