on: January 14, 2019, 07:10:47 AM
Name: Ekaterina
Age: 28
City: Ulyanovsk, Russia
Good day ******! I apologize for the delay in the answer, but I just
now found your letter in the box for Spam. Thank you for your reply. I
am so happy that you have an interest and thank you once again for
taking the time to respond to my email. I want to say thanks for the
photo. I like your photo, I think you're an attractive man. And I'm
glad we met you. It is time to tell you more about myself. I am
thinking what to begin with. You know, I did not realize that it would
be so difficult. However, I want you know more about how I live. I
really do not know how to begin, it is so hard. It seems I had so many
thoughts and ideas just a minute ago, but now I am speechless)) May be
because I am excited?) I need to calm down and begin… Let me start
with a short story about me. I guess you want to know me more. As I
told you before, my name is Ekaterina. I am 28 and live in Ulyanovsk,
Russia. My height is 171 cm. My weight is 53 kg. I have never been
married. I have no children. I think you ask yourself why a Russian
girl writes you, don’t you? I am sure you do. Let me try to answer
this question honestly and outspokenly. Please be sure that I take it
serious. I will write you faithfully, without cheating. Each word in
this email is like a part of me. Each word comes from my heart. In
each email I will open you my soul. May be I should not do this, who
knows. But I feel I should be honest to you. This way you will see my
inner world, my thoughts. I hope you will also write me honestly and
from your heart. Opening our souls we will understand each other
better. How I look, you’ll see at pictures. You’ll see my appearance.
Reading my email I want you see my inner world. This is very important
to me. Ohh my God! I promised to answer the question and did forget.
Can you imagine how many thoughts come to my mind? It seems a million.
))) I want to tell you about everything in one email. However, let me
to answer why I did write you. I had a man, but our relationship run
out badly. I gave all my feelings, my soul and heart to him and
expected the same. I wanted our feelings were mutual. I wanted he
cared about me. I wanted he just respected me. I really thought we
would be together for the rest of our lives and I even made plans for
our future. The future where we are happy just because we are
together. But he cheated on me with another woman. And that was the
end. His cheating opened my eyes. Now I understand how blind I was,
now I know I lived in an illusion. He used me and it hurts. I was so
busy with home stuff that I noticed nothing and of course I trusted
him. I did everything for him. I made a breakfast for us every
morning, then hurried up to my work. My lunch break I spent at home
cleaning our apartment and cooking. Then came back to work. I was so
tired of it, but I wanted he felt my love and care. I’m writing you
this now and remember. And this makes me cry. I don’t want to remember
it. Never! I don’t want to write you about bad things that happened in
my life. Now I am OK and I feel I am ready to start a new life, I am
ready for new relationship. But, please, don’t hurt me. I hope you
understand me. Another reason why I wrote you is the mentality of
Russian men. Most of them don’t look at the future. They live today
and don’t make any plans to change their lives to the better. They
don’t goals and aspirations in life. Most of men are drinking a lot.
It is rather difficult to describe you all the reasons in one email.
But I think you understand what I am talking about. I am looking for a
man who is thinking about the future, who has goals. I am looking for
an optimistic man who doesn’t stop and moves forward to his dreams.
When I watch foreign films, I see you have a different way of life.
You just think and live in a different way. This is also one of the
reasons why I wrote you. So I love watching movies. I live alone in my
own apartment. Sometimes I feel lonely and my evenings I spend
watching movies. You know I love the film “The Great Gatsby” I watched
it several times. And what is your favorite film? I am also curious to
know how you imagine a single girl evening. Tell me. I am very curious
to know. I also love reading if I have leisure time. My favorite book
is “Anna Karenina” that was written by the great Russian writer Lev
Nikolaevich Tolstoy. I also love to go out and breathe fresh air. I
like to walk in the park, near the river, just through the streets of
our beautiful city. If you’d like I’ll tell you more about my city in
my next email and send you some pictures of it. In my free time I also
go to the gym or go to a cafe with my friends. Weekends I often spend
with my parents. They live out of the city. I will be more than happy
to tell you more about how I spend my free time. I just respect your
time. It seems my email is too long. I don’t want to waste your time.
I am looking forward to your reply. Please tell me more about you, how
you live, how you spend your free time. I am very interested to know
you better. Please don’t forget to answer my questions. Have a nice
day! Ekaterina.
Hello ******! When I see your email and photos, I become happier. You
know I am smiling now. Thanks a lot for your reply. It is so nice that
you find time to read my emails and write me back. To be honest I was
thinking a lot about my previous email that I wrote you. May be it was
too early to open my soul. I worried what you thought about me after
that email. I was afraid that you would not answer. I tried not to
think about this and started reading a book. But I could not
concentrate on the book, all my thoughts were about our communication
and acquaintance. When I woke up, I realized that I didn’t remember
what the book was about. )) I was still thinking whether you reply or
not. All the bad thoughts seemed to have disappeared from my mind..
Now I see your email and this makes me happy and makes me smile. Thank
you once again for your email. ******, today I want to tell you about
my job. I want you know me better and how I live here in Ulyanovsk.
What to begin with? So, right now I am at work. I just have a break.
Therefore, I decided to answer you. By the way, all my emails I write
you from my work because only here I have an opportunity to use the
Internet. I work as a sales consultant in a women's clothing store.
I'm a teacher by education, but I had to find a job in another sphere.
The paradox is that it is rather difficult to find a job by education
and teachers job is low-paid. This is very sad but a true. I would
love to be a teacher. I hope that one day this job will be in demand
and well paid. So that my dream comes true. However, may be not in
Russia. I really want to teach young people. I want to share my
experience with them, instill in them the right moral values: honesty,
justice, sincerity. I want to teach young people to appreciate the
main qualities in life like love, care, and goodness. Unfortunately,
in the modern world people forget about these simple things. ******,
let’s turn back to my job. I am a sales consultant in the clothing
store. My working day is long. I start at 9 am and finish at 9 pm. I
have a 1-hour lunch break. But this is only if we have not many
customers. Sometimes we have so many customers that I even don’t have
an opportunity to eat on time. But I like my job, it is very
interesting. I love to talk to people and to help them find clothes
that suit them. Our store is far from my home. I go to work by
trolleybus. After work I go home on foot, you remember I’ve told you
that I love to walk. At morning it takes 40 minutes to get to work. It
takes me 1 hour 20 minutes to walk home but I love my way home. After
a busy day, the walk makes me relax. The fresh air makes my thoughts
bright and clean. I also enjoy our city. It is very beautiful. With my
next email I will sure send you some pictures of my city and tell you
more about it. If you’d like of course. Just let me know. When I walk,
I’m looking at people who hurry up and do not notice the beauty around
them. They are too busy. They are in the hectic of their everyday
life. As for me, there is no need to hurry home, I have time to
admire, relax and enjoy my time. Nobody waits me at home. But I truly
believe that everything will change soon. I believe that love and
happy future finally come to me. I believe that I will find a man whom
I can give my love, care and tenderness. ******, do you find my emails
interesting? I hope so. I close my eyes and imagine how you read them.
You have a kind smile, and you read my emails carefully. Sometimes
reread them. Am I right? )) Let’s turn back to my daily routine. After
work and on the weekend I go to the gym. I am convinced that a girl
should be slim and beautiful. I love yoga. Practicing yoga gives me
peace of mind and good thoughts. I will tell you just some more things
about me and return to work. In my spare time I meet with friends. We
can go to cafes, cinema or theater. In summer we go to the lake. In
winter we skate. I try to diversify my life as much as possible so
that it will not be boring. Ohh, I forgot to mention that I love
horses. If I have a chance, I go to a stable, which is not far from
the city. I take care of the horses there and ride. I love this so
much! I want to meet a man who I can have fun with. The man I can
spend the time interesting. That would be wonderful! I forgot to write
that on weekends I visit my parents. They live in a village far from
the city. I will write about them in my next email. Please don’t
hesitate to write me about everything happened with you. I'm curious
to know everything about your life. ****** look, my email is too long
again. I passionately wanted to tell you about everything so that time
just got away)) But it's time to work. I will wait for your next
email. Take care! Ekaterina
Hello ******! ******, thank you for your reply. Thank you for the time
you spend reading my emails and writing back to me. I enjoy reading
your emails. Please tell me what you feel while you’re reading my
emails. I am very interested to know. Your emails makes me feel not so
lonely, to tell the truth your emails make my day. It's always put a
smile on my face. Your emails help me to know you more and more. It is
so nice that we’ve known each other. I am happy that we continue being
in touch!!! I understand that your father recently had an operation,
and I also understand that you had a difficult relationship with him,
but I think that you have a kind heart and you are doing everything
right by caring for him. ******, as I promised, today I would like to
tell you about my family. So, I keep my word! First of all, I want to
say that I am the only one child. I was named after my grandmother. I
also have a short name Katya. So you can call me Ekaterina or Katya as
you like)). I live alone in my own apartment, because my parents live
in the village that is 90 km far from the city. As I told you before,
I try to visit them from time to time. Not so often as I want to. The
thing is that it is too long to go by bus and then about 3 km by foot.
But if I have a chance, I go to my mom and dad with pleasure. They are
the most important people for me in the world. They are my native
people so I use very chance to visit them. My dad’s 64. He is retired.
But he worked as a mechanic in the agricultural organization of our
village. He is a pensioner, but he has an active lifestyle. I think I
like my parents. I also prefer the active lifestyle and I am very
goal-oriented. I believe a person always should be goal-oriented and
active in life. Otherwise, the laziness will prevail and then life
will become boring and uninteresting. What do you think? Do you agree
with me? Mostly this applies to men. Because a man should be a leader
and like we say here in Russia a man should be like a stone wall, so
that a woman can feel safe. A real man sets goals and always achieves
them. Women will follow the man like this and will do everything to
make him happy. Me also)) I want to meet a man like this and spend
with him the rest of my life. I will take care of him as much as
possible. I will give him my love, tenderness, affection and care. I
will do my best to make my man feel happy! ******, sorry, I again
changed the topic. It's my fault. It seems O tell you everything that
comes to my mind right now. Let me get my head out of the clouds and
continue telling about my family. My mom’s 62. She is retired as well.
When she was young, she was working as a seamstress. She is very
smart, interesting and positive woman. More from Relatives , I have an
Aunt (mother's younger sister) and two cousins. But they live in
Ukraine and come to visit us in Ulyanovsk about once a year. My aunt
loves me very much and we are good friends with her. She is younger
than my mom, so she is not yet retired. She works in the post
office.My parents are an example of a loving and happy family for me.
They’re still loving and respecting each other. Despite their age.
They have lived a long, happy but not an easy life. They had hard
periods of life. But despite everything they are still together and
support each other. They never betrayed each other. My dad always
worked hard. I remember that he always woke up early and came back
home very late. He even worked on weekends. But if he had days off, he
always spend his time with us. My mom is ideal, she is my role model.
She also worked hard, but always found the time to take care of me and
my dad. So, now they are retired and live in their own house. They
have their own farm. They spend time together. In summer, they pick up
mushrooms and berries. In winter they love to ski. They are very
athletic! My parents always said to me that respect is the important
quality in relationships! Respect in the family is one of the main
qualities that makes a life happy. Do you agree with me? I hope you
do. When I am reading your emails, I get a picture of you. It seems to
me that we are very similar and we look at life in the same way. I
thought you and I are kindred spirits. I hope you think the same. I
changed the topic again. I am smiling right now, because I am telling
you about my family but the same time thinking about us. ******, I am
afraid I have to go and finish my email. I should work. Will see you
in my next email))) Please feel free to write me more about you and
your life. I will not be tired to repeat that I want to know you
better. Always looking forward to your reply. Have a fantastic day and
take care! Ekaterina
Hello ******! Thank you for your reply. I am reading your email and
smiling. You always make my day. Getting your emails is starting to
become a habit. I'm going to tell you the secret. The first thing I
think about when I wake up is whether you write me today or not. This
is so nice to come to work and find your email. To tell the truth you,
our emails to each other can't get out of my head. I am constantly
thinking about you wherever I am, at work, on my way home, at home,
when I go to bed, when I wake up. I just try to imagine what you’re
doing at the same moment, what your mood today is. When I cook, I am
asking myself whether you’re hungry or not. I am just really
interested to know how you live. I like to be in touch with you!
******, I hope you too, do you? I'm sorry, but I don't have the ability
to talk on Skype and WatsApp because my phone not support such
programs. I want to talk about the situation with my cell phone. At
the moment I have the simple phone Nokia 101. You probably don't even
remember how it approximately look like?? I can say that there is no
touch screen and absolutely no program. The reason is that two months
ago my Samsung was stolen along with my purse. I went to the police
but it yielded no results. Thus, I was left without a modern phone.
Answering your questions. Yes, I believe in God, and I'm an Orthodox
Christian. Jesus Christ lives in my heart. As for romance, I like to
spend a lot of time with my beloved man. I love hugging, kissing and
giving my love and care. ******, your emails give me an opportunity to
know you better. Each email makes us closer. And there is no matter
the we so far away from each other. I am grateful that we met each
other! ******, in my previous email I told you about my family, What do
you think about us? I hope you read my email carefully and with the
interest. Today let me tell you more about my daily routine from my
childhood and till now. You know it is quite difficult to tell
everything in details by emails. I can not show you my emotions.
Emails just cannot capture emotions. I would be more than happy if I
see you in real and can talk you face to face. This way we can talk
non-stop, in more detail I mean. We can feel each other. One meeting
in real replaces dozens of emails. ******, I really don’t know why I
always change the topic)) May be coz I am dreaming… So, I promised to
tell you more about my childhood. I am not sure that would be
interesting for you to read about kindergarten, so let me tell you
about the period when I was a pupil. I was seven; went to school. By
the way I was born and studied in the village that my parents live
now. I left school at 17. So, these 10 years were very interesting and
funny. This time will be fondly remembered.We They left home early
morning study all the day and came home late. After classes, we
attended different kind of additional classes. I liked to play
volleyball, basketball. I was also fond of drawing and singing. I
participated in different school concerts and competitions. I studied
well, so I often took part in different Olympiads. The olympiads took
place in the city. Thanks to olympiads, I felt in love with Ulyanovsk.
I will tell you more about this beautiful city later. Hope in my next
email. When I was a child I dreamed to move to Ulyanovsk. As you can
see, my dream has come true! ******, what do you dream about? If you
want your dream comes true, you should work hard and concentrate on
it. That’s why I studied well and worked on myself. To move to
Ulyanovsk I had to enter the University. It was the only one chance to
leave the village. I entered the Pedagogical Uni when I was 17. So, at
17 I started a new live in the city. I spent 5 years in the
University. I lived in a dormitory. I studied and worked at the same
time. Yep, I started to work at 17, can you imagine, ******? The reason
was simple. The life in the city is rather expensive than life in the
village. Of course my parents helped me a lot, but that was not
enough. I understood then what the adult life means. I enjoyed my
study at Uni. I also played volleyball. Like in school I took part in
different competitions. I graduated at 22. I had to find a new job by
my education and find where to live. I was lucky and was offered to
work at school and rent an apartment. That time I met that man I told
you before, I don’t want to remember him anymore. It was very bad
experience. I worked as a teacher not very long time, because this job
is very low-paid. Especially for life in the big city. So when we
broke up, I decided to start with a clean slate. I started to work as
a sales manager. My mom and dad helped me to buy a small apartment. We
got a mortgage. Now everything is all right. ))) I met you and it
changed my life. Like a happy end)) This is a short story about me. It
is hard to tell about everything in one email. But I think we will
have time to talk. You remember my dreams come true)) I have to return
to my work. I will also go to the gym after work. So need to work hard
now not to be late. When I am doing sports, I forget about everything
am my mind becomes clean))) ******, I wish you wonderful day. Wait for
your email! Ekaterina.
Hello ******! Thank you for your email. Thank you that you always make
my day. Your emails make me happier I mean. When I see your email, I
forget about bad things and smile. How is your day? What’s new? I hope
you’re doing well. I want my emails make you happier as well as your
make my day. I'm sorry, but I don't have the ability to talk on Skype
and Facebook because my phone not support such programs. I want to
talk about the situation with my cell phone. At the moment I have the
simple phone Nokia 101. You probably don't even remember how it
approximately look like?? I can say that there is no touch screen and
absolutely no program. The reason is that two months ago my Samsung
was stolen along with my purse. I went to the police but it yielded no
results. Thus, I was left without a modern phone. ******, I am so
grateful that we know each other! And I am happy that we are still in
touch. This is a real pleasure to talk to you. You so far away from
me, thousands of kilometers I guess, but you give emotions. And these
emotions make me feel like a woman. I haven’t been feeling this for a
long time. I hope you understand what I am talking about. Not every
man can make a woman to feel like a woman, even being near. But you do
and it doesn’t even matter that you’re so far away from me. You
deserve to be a happy man with a happy woman near! You deserve love,
respect and care! Yesterday evening when I came home from the gym, I
was cooking and thinking about you. I imagined that I was cooking not
for me alone but for you as well. I hope my thoughts come true one
day. At least just for one evening… The evening when I can cook for
you and thank you for the emotions you give me. Dear ******, I am
dreaming a lot! May be you think that I am too innocent, do you?
Perhaps you do, but dreams really come true. So, it is not too bad if
I dream a little bit. I am constantly thinking about you and our
communication. I imagine how it will be wonderful to talk in real.
Yesterday when I was in the gym, I tried not to think, try to clear my
mind. But can you imagine that during 1,5 hours I was thinking about
you and that was very positive thoughts so that time passed quickly.
Today when I woke up, I felt good and understood that yesterday
training was successful. Have you ever felt the same after gyming? I
hurried up to my work today because I was eager to find and read your
email. It seems I even didn’t breakfast well. And now I am writing you
instead of eating. ))) ******, as you remember I promised to tell you
about he city I live in. I hope you remember that it is Ulyanovsk.
Ulyanovsk city in Russia, administrative center of Ulyanovsk region.
The population of our city is more than 626 thousand people. It is not
a big city, but beautiful and pleasant with good people. In the city
there are theaters, parks, cinemas. Lots of beautiful streets and
buildings. Ulyanovsk is about 900 kilometers from Moscow, the capital
of our country. Our city is named after Vladimir Ulyanov (Lenin). Do
you know anything about him? This is the revolutionary who established
the communist form of government in our country in the last century.
Well. The city is located on a hilly plain at an altitude of 80-160
meters above sea level. In the central part of the city there is an
underground river Simbirka, which flows into Sviyaga. Ulyanovsk is an
industrial city of my country, with a developed engineering industry.
Here is some information about my city. I hope that this will help you
to have an idea about the city in which I live. Dear ******, have you
ever heard about Ulyanovsk? About this big city where I live in a
small apartment… A lonely, but airy-fairy girl. I feel like I need to
open up my heart. I often feel lonely and boring. Do you feel the
same? It's very sad to go home and know that nobody expects you. I
think you feel this too. I feel very sad spending evenings alone. I
want to have a man who I can take care of. I want to be with an honest
and decent man, to whom I can give my love and tenderness. I want to
fall asleep and wake up in a strong embrace. I think I'm going to cry
now. I do not know why I'm writing this to you. I just need to share
with you my secret thoughts. Thoughts that I can share with my mom
only. But I feel you will understand me so I decided to be honest.
Why? I think you're experiencing the same thing too. I think we are
simlar. I think that may be fate gave a chance to meet each other. We
met each other and thousands of kilometers don’t play a role. Now I do
not feel sad and lonely as before. You know, all my thoughts are now
about you and our communication))! Thank you for saving me from being
alone and thank you that you always make me happy! ******, please tell
me more about what you feel and what you think and dream about. I
really need it. For example can you imagine we meet one day in real? I
am interested in everything! Thank you for taking the time to write an
answer. I'm looking forward to your next email. Now I have to work and
I will think about you all the day I am sure)). Please take care and
have a nice day! Ekaterina.
Hello ******! Hope you’re fine. Your email as usual makes my day. I am
so glad you have time to write me emails. I enjoy reading all of them.
I am doing well. Hope you too. I even forgot the day when I’ve been
sad. Can you imagine why? I guess this is because of you, because of
your emails. It seems I just don’t have time to think about bad
things, because I am always think about you and our communication. You
make me dream! My days became more positive and happier! ******, thank
you for all what you do. I would like you feel more positive and happy
as well when you read my emails. I hope your life has been changed a
little bit)) The first thing I think about when I wake up every
morning is you. The only one reason why I hurry up to my work is your
email. I do not feel lonely any more. The only one thing we don’t have
is the real talk. Just one talk when we can al least hear each other.
That’s why I dream about our meeting, Thought is material. I believe
in my dream. If this is definitely true how long I should dream and
imagine our meeting so that it comes true))! ******, if you follow me,
if you dream about our meeting like me, I think we can double the
effect and make our meeting closer! But now let’s talk about the
reality!!!)) ******, I have a coffee break now, so I can write you an
email. Today I have much to do, but can not leave you without an
answer. I have a very busy schedule. I am working almost every day.
The thing is that two of my colleagues are on sick leave. So I should
work for them. We’re very united team. We always help each other. And
of course if there is a need to replace a colleague, everyone will be
ready to help. That’s why I love to work here and like my colleagues.
I always know that everyone helps me if I ask. There are many
customers in our store. Always)) We have a good range of women's
clothing, so the store is very popular among ladys. Dear ******, my
parents always say that it feels like a silver lining there. My
parents raised me right. They always say that first of all I should to
look at a probem from the other hand, who knows may I am not right. Do
you agree with them?You know I am a little bit happy that I have to
work every day. I hope you understand why)), because I can write you))
We can email each other every day. This is very important to me. I
mean to find your email every day. We know each other more and more,
we become closer despite the thousands of kilometers between us. I got
so much energy. I am ready to work non-stop, without days off. No
surprise where my powers came from. It is you, my dear, ****** You are
a wizard! You have awakened the feelings that I once hid deep in my
soul. If you could see me now, you would see that I am shining with
happiness ... You would probably smile too. Even my colleagues noticed
that I’ve begun to look happier. But I don’t tell anyone about us. It
is still just my secret. Happiness loves silence. Do you agree with
me? Of course the day when I tell them comes. Have you told anyone
about our communication? The only one reason to take a day off is my
parents. Unfortunately, I haven’t been visiting them for about two
weeks. I really miss them! They are my native. I feel calm and good
near them. I am going to take a day off and visit them. They also miss
me very much. Every time I come, they ask me to visit them more often.
I do understand them and use every chance to visit my mom and dad. It
is a pity that I can do it on rare occasion. ((******, I think I will
not be able to resist. I want to tell my mom about you.) I hope you
don’t mind. I really want to share my happiness with my mother)) She
is the closest and most loved person who I can talk on any topic with.
She is always with me and I feel her support. If necessary, she always
gives me an advice. I hope you do not mind))! Daddy does not like
conversations like this. He calls this “girls’ talk.” He prefers
kindly keep out of the conversation between me and mom. He always says
that man should work hard, talk less. I completely agree with him. You
can say a thousand words, talk about strong love, but don’t do
anything real for your woman. I think there are many men like this.
Unfortunately I also had a bitter experience. ******, I consider that
you're a real man. You're a man of action! You make me happy even
thousands of miles away from me! You make my life more joyful! It's so
nice! Dear ******, thank you for everything! I wish you be happy too.
You deserve it. I will do my best to make you happy!!! ******,
unfortunately I have to go to work. I finish writing. Looking forward
to your reply! Have a nice day! Ekaterina
Hello ******! How is your day going? Hope you’re fine! I cannot stop
thinking about you. I imagine how you spend your day, how you feel. I
want to take care of you so that you can feel joyful! I want to make
you the happiest man in the world. But I can do it only with the help
of emails. Every word in my emails comes from my heart so that you can
feel my care. Do you feel it by any chance? As usual, I am writing you
when I have a break. Thank you for your email. I am always happy to
see your email. Today people are too busy to take the time on someone
else. They work nonstop, they have their own troubles. But you no
matter what, find the time to shoot me a message. I really appreciate
your time. Thank you for that my dear. We continue our communication.
We became more open to each other than earlier. This is so sweet! Your
emails warm my soul. I can read them repeatedly. I think we have very
similar life goals, dreams and desires. My greatest desire now is to
meet you in real! Do you remember that we should think about this
together? Then it will come true)). As for me, I am constantly
thinking about it. It would be so wonderful to walk together in the
park and talk about everything that comes to our minds. If we believe
in this dream, it will definitely come true. I am sure and believe. I
hope you too. ******, today I have a very busy day. Today morning our
boss informed us about a follow-up audit. That was a surprise for
everyone. We started to prepare immediately. I need to be ready for
this audit as well. But first of all I will write you))) At the
meeting I also asked my boss to give me a day off, so that I can visit
my parents. He agreed but only after the audit. When I was writing you
my previous email, I felt so sad that I have not seen them for a long
time. That’s why I decided to take a day off and visit them. They will
be very happy to see me. I am sure. I hope you remember that I want to
tell my parents about you. Because I am so happy. And I need to share
my feelings. I'm interested to see their reaction. I think they will
be pleasantly surprised. But I am not going to tell someone else about
you. Not now) My parents the only one who I can share my thoughts and
feelings. They are my native. I can talk with them on any topic. You
are the third person, who I can talk about everything with! I like to
tell you everything about my life and my thoughts. It's so great that
you understand and support me. Personally, I'm rather shy and humble.
I do not know if I could share everything with you, if we meet in
reality. I think no)). That’s why I am so glad that we met in Internet
and can talk via email. However, please do not think that in reality,
I will be silent and there will be nothing to talk about. This is not
the case. Just in emails it's easier for me to be completely open to
you. I do it with pleasure, because I know that you’re a real man! I'm
sure that you will not hurt me. You know how difficult it is to find
honesty and sincerity in a relationship, so I’m sure you appreciate
it. You deserve love and happiness. I'm sure you'll have it all! I
worry about you. I thank the fate because it brought you! ******, I’m
crying. I am writing to you about this and tears are coming…tears of
happiness. Honestly, I'm happy that we know each other and continue to
communicate ... Dear ******, I have to finish my email. The audit is
waiting for me(( I have much stuff to do. If I am not tired, I am
going to gym after work))) My evening I will spend reading a book and
thinking about you. I am looking forward to your reply. As usual. Have
a blessed day!! Yours Ekaterina
Hello ******! How are you? Hope things are going well. As for me I am
very very busy because our boss suddenly informed us about today’s
audit, Of course we knew that it would happen one day but nobody
expected it today. But I always find the time to write you an email.
Thank you for your email too. You made my day again. I am always happy
to see and read your email. I became more joyful after reading them.
Thank you for all the words and your care. I also want to take care of
you so that you feel not lonely in this world. I want you remember
that you have me who think and worry about you. I am convinced that
this is very important for people. I mean to know that you are not
alone and you have a person who take care of you. In this case you
feel good and calm. But what is definitely great is to know that your
soul mate is awaiting for you at home. It is so cool that we found
each other in such a big world. I believe that the time will come when
you come home and find me waiting for you))) ******, you deserve to be
happy. Do not let anyone make you forget that. I will do my best to
make you happy. Every day I understand more and more that I want to
take care of you. What did you do to me?))) How I lived without you? I
don't know who I am without you. I know that my life was not so fully
as now. I have my parents who helped me to get my apartment, I work
and have friends I can spend my time with. But I didn’t have a person
who I could have a good time with. But now I have you. Before now I
could not talk to anyone except my parents. I could not share my
thoughts and feelings. I didn’t open my inner world. Only my parents
take care of me and always support no matter what. It is very nice and
important of course but it is not enough and I have not seen the
future and meaning of life. Now I know what I want to achieve in my
live. Everything has changed when I met you. My days became happier.
Every day I feel care. You gave me hope and made me believe in bright
future. Yep, this is how I feel my dear ******. May be I hurry with
this conclusion. But I feel so happy that I do not want to think about
bad things. I dream only about positive things. I hope you on the same
way. ******, you’re not alone! You are always in my mind. You can
always share your thoughts and troubles with me. You can tell me if
you have any problems or concerns. Write me no matter if you’re joyful
or sad. I will always listen to you and try to make happier. It seems
I have to go now. My colleagues are waiting for me. If I have a chance
to write you again, I will definitely do it! Please be careful and
take care! I kiss you.
Dear ******, I have a chance to write you. I did forget to attach my
photos again. Sorry))) You can find them attached to this email. How
do you like me? What do you think when you look at my pictures? I do
not like to be photographed by the way. I think I am very ridiculous
at photos. May be you’re laughing when you look at me))) If so, then I
am even glad. I want you smile and be joyful. Today was very busy day,
we had much work to do. I am a little bit tired. I dream about my bed
now and want this day ends as soon as possible. When I come home, I
will take a hot bath with aromatic oils to relax. Moreover, yesterday
I went to gym and made a good training. If I knew that we would have
the audit today, may be I did not gym a lot. So my body needs to
relax. ))) I think you also had days like this. ******, despite today's
audit, I have some positive news today. My boss allowed me to take a
day off)). That means I will visit my parents. I am so happy. I cannot
wait to see them. I can not wait to tell them about positive changes
in my life. I mean you my dear. You're my positive changes. I am sure
that they will be happy for me. I will then write you how they react.
I think you would like to know about it.)) Honey, please write me even
if you know that I am not at work. Because I have an opportunity to
come to work even if I have a day off. Just because I want to find an
email form you and write you back. I cannot live a day without your
emails. It is very important to me to be in touch with you every day.
This helps to strengthen our relationships and makes our communication
more interesting. Do you agree with me? I often reread your emails.
Your emails energize me. They help me gear up. So, now I need to go.
Thank you for everything. You are changing my life day by day. You
make me happy! I think of you every day and want to see you just for a
minute in real. Just know it! Have a nice day. Million kisses…
Ekaterina
Hello ******! How is your day going? How you feeling today? How is the
weather? Dear ******, I hope you’re fine. Thank you for your email. As
usual you made my day brighter and happier. I am feeling good . ******,
you’re keeping me happy! I have a good news, the audit was a success.
When I came to work today, my boss told me that I am free of work.
That means I will visit my parents. I am so happy that I will see them
finally. So I decided to take a chance to write while I am at work.
Then I will go home to take some stuff with me. The only way to reach
the village is to use a bus. Before the trip, I will go to a shopping
center. I want to buy some presents for my parents. Dear ******, I'm so
impatient because I would like to tell them about you and me. I want
to share my joy with them and see their reaction. I think it will be
the long way to go. First I need to reach the station and find my bus.
It will take 1,5 hours to reach the destination. Then I have to walk
about 3 km (from the bus stop to my parent’s house) My parents usually
meet me at the bus stop so that we can talk on the way home. It think
it will be a good chance to tell them about you. Then when I come back
to work, I will write you at once. I hope you’re interested to know.
******, please do not forget to write me every day. Even if you know
that I am not at work. When I go to work, I will be happy to see your
emails. Dear ******, I stay at work although my boss let me go. This is
because of you, I can not leave without writing you an answer. I find
my emails as a sign of my care. Because now this is the only one way
we can express our feeling and emotions. This is not good to leave you
without my email. I hope you understand how important your emails
are))) I do respect you and that’s why I am still here and writing you
this email)) I don’t want to keep you waiting for my emails. I hope
you too.. You also will not make me wait yours. When I return from my
parents I will go to my work right from the station. I will read your
emails and answer. Ohh, I will tell you about our conversation and how
I’ve spend the time in the village. However, usually we have fun. We
talk a lot, coz we don’t see each other long time. My mom and me cook.
It can be homemade cakes and other delicious dishes. My dad always
prepares Russian banya. Have you ever heard about Russian banya? Banya
is an extremely popular Russian tradition. I will definitely tell you
more about it later. But of course that would be better if you can try
it. Russian banya is very good for health. We also like to walk
through the village and enjoy the countryside. We even have our
favorite place we always go to. This is the river bank. It's very
beautiful there! My dad loves to fish and when I was a child he took
me with him. That's how our favorite place appeared. The river bank is
especially beautiful in summer time. This is the best time to fish and
pick berries and flowers. In winter we just walk around the village.
At the evening when everything is done, we go to banya and then we
love to remember my childhood. We look at my child pictures. It is a
pity that they are printed and we don’t have them on electronic form.
I would love you see me in the childhood, but this is not possible.
However, if we meet in real, I will definitely to show you all of
them. ******, lately, I dream so much.)) My biggest dream is to see you
in real. You’ve became very close to me. Thanks to emails we tell each
other about our lifes. We have the same dreams and goals. I feel good
with you! You’re the man I’ve dreamed about and imagined in my mind. I
thank fate as it gave us the opportunity to get to know each other. Of
course I am always thinking how it would wonderful to see each other
face to face. This is because of long distance between us. But I am
afraid it would be difficult to do. And that makes me sad. But you
know I believe that dreams come true!! May be that’s why I am so
dreamy))) I can imagine you and our meeting only in dreams. Only
dreams give me a chance to imagine how we spend the time together. In
dreams I can take care of you. These dreams make me happy. ******, you
and me, we are strong. So everything is gonna be all right. We have
our goal and we come to it together. I changed the topic again)). I
will tell you more about my visit to parents in my next email. Ok? Now
I need to hurry up. I need to go to a shopping center. Shopping can
take much time)) Cheer up, my dear! Just remember I am here and think
about you! Have a good time! I kiss you. Ekaterina
Hello ******! I’ve just came back and at once went to my work in order
to write you an email. However, I don’t work today. I am pretty
good!))) Hope you’re fine too. I understand that you're concerned
about the financial issue of me moving in with you, but I don't know
how much money it costs, so I can't give you an answer to your
question right now. I have some savings, but I don't know if that
money is enough. But I ask you not to doubt my sincerity and the
seriousness of my intentions towards you. I'm not a scammer, and I'm
not playing with your feelings. Although I think the scammer would say
exactly the same. LOL. In any case, listen to your heart, and it will
tell you that I'm not here for the games. I am eager to tell you about
my talk with parents. I told them about you, hope you remember. Of
course I worried about this talk, because I didn’t know what reaction
they would have. But I was worried for nothing. They reacted quite
well. They were happy for us. Frankly speaking they at once noticed
that something has changed at me. My mom was surprised and happy at
the same time. She have not seen me so happy for a long time. My
mother immediately said that she had not seen me so happy for a long
time. We was talking about us a whole evening. It is hard to retell
everything we discussed. I will focus on the most important points,
coz I don’t want to make my email too long. I do appreciate your time,
my dear. I told them shortly about how we met. I added that you live
not in Russia. They were very surprised to hear that. The first
question my dad asked me was about how we communicate. The thing is
that they never used computer and it seems they still don’t know what
Internet is. For people who live in villages this is not necessary.
They just don’t need things like this. They even can not imagine that
people can communicate via the Internet))) So I told them more about
how the Internet work. I told them that every day we write emails to
each other. I added that we liked to meet each other because we have
the same goals, that we both are alone and want to meet one day in
real. We have the same perspective on life, do we? I hope we do. I
really want to see you and know you more personally. But we have time
to discuss our meeting, right? Let me now tell you how I spend my time
in the village. I told my parents that you’re the man I was looking
for. I told them that you’re interesting, honest, caring, serious,
fair. And this is only a small part of your merits that I have listed
to them)). ******, you’re really the man I dreamed about! I thank the
fate every day that we found each other. You make a lot to me. You
give me lots of positive moments. Through your emails I feel your
care. I know you worry about me and support me. And the most important
that you think of me, I feel it. Thank you for this. I really need it!
Our feelings and emotions are mutual! I am constantly thinking about
you. Non-stop)) I imagine how we will meet once. I also care about
you. I hope you feel it in my emails. I try to bare my soul to you as
much as I can. I want to make you happy and take care of you. I will
not be tired to repeat this. So I told my parents about all my
feelings. They listened to me very carefully. They understood that I
was serious. So they are glad to know that I feel happy with you. They
will support me..us in everything. However they asked me how serious
we are and how far we let things go. They talked about our feelings. I
answered that we are very serious and we dream to see each other once
in the future. My mom whispered to me that if I feel that you are
really that man who I want to be the rest of my life with, if I decide
to go to you, she will support me without a doubt. I said that we have
not made any plans about our meeting yet. But it was so nice to hear
that my parents would support me in any case!! ******, what do you
think? Are you glad to hear that? Dear ******, I am very glad! This is
what I wanted to hear from them. Their opinion is very important to
me. They are truly happy for me. Because all what they want is that I
am happy! My mom thinks that I will be happy with the man like you, my
dear ******! My mom sees that you’ve already changed me and my life for
the better. I cannot imagine how happy I will be when I see you in
real. I will be over the moon)) I hope you too. May be you think that
I am looking at the world through rose-coloured glasses. No worries,
my dear, this is not true. I am realistic and I know that life is not
a game. I know people meet happiness and sorrow. I know that man and
woman should be together in sickness and in health, in misery and joy.
Life has taught me a lesson. I do understand there are different kind
of difficulties we can have. I am convinced that the most important
thing is to be near your partner and support each other. No matter
what happens, happiness or sorrow, don’t leave your partner alone. And
I want to be a partner like this. I want to support you in every
situation. I have to be your rock. Dear ******, just know that you can
tell me about everything. I will support you and do my best to make
you the happiest man in the world! I think we took a step forward. I
hope we will continue to know each other more and more step by step! I
hope we will understand and respect each other. ******, I can tell you,
I am emotionally compromised. I am so happy that my boss gave me a day
off so that I could visit my parents. I am very pleased about their
reaction when I told them about you. I wish to tell you everything in
more detail, but I am afraid my email will be too long. ))) To cut a
long story sort, we did spend the time very nice. Unfortunately, we
did not have much time as I wanted to have. My mom and we were
cooking. At the same time my dad heated the Russian banya. You
remember I told you about it in my previous email. So let me tell you
what it is. People living in a village don’t know what a shower or
bath is. The only way to wash yourself is banya. Speaking generally a
banya is a room equipped for washing people with water, hot air and
steam. A classic Russian banya is heated with firewood. Inside the
banya, which is usually built of wood, there are wide wooden benches
along the walls. They are built up one above the other like steps. You
can sit or lay on the benches. There are also hot stones in parilka on
which you splash water in order to get hot steam. Hot steam helps
clean the skin, makes it soft and smooth. They say washing up in the
banya is like being born again. I hope you got the main idea)) So I
went to banyan, then we had a supper. Then we were talking a lot and
didn’t notice the time. It was too late when we went to sleep. I could
not fall asleep for a long time, because I was thinking about you, and
I would like to write you immediately, but no chance(( I wished to
tell you about our talk that was devoted to you. At morning when we
wake up, we had a breakfast and made our house clean. Then I had to go
back to the city. My parents walked me back to the bus stop. So I am
in the city right now, writing you this email)) Dear ******, I tried
not to make my email long. I told you only the most important things.
I don’t want to bother you. I will dream about the time when we can
talk non stop. Now I will go home and get some rest. I will stay home
today evening. I also need to clean my own apartment. I hope it will
take not much time so that I will be able to read a book. Of course, I
will think about you. As usual)) Do you have any plans for today
evening? Please share your thoughts about my talk with parents. What
do you think? I am looking forward for your opinion. It is very
important to me. ******, bye for now, take care! Keep in touch! I kiss
you. Ekaterina
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