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« on: November 07, 2018, 10:39:17 AM »
Name: Vilena
Age: 28
City: Sarov, Russia

Hello there! How are you? I am glad to get your responce this evening!
I'm so sorry for the delay of my letter, I have been soooo busy, and I didn't
even see this e-mail until just now. I received the message from some zooks sites,
and one with your email adres. And has decided to write to you
the letter. You know, i don't like dating sites:) or probably I do
something wrong. And I send you my pictures as I promised, And I hope you
will like it! I should admit that I feel uncertainty :) But I nevertheless
hope that your heart is open for new friends, and I know that right now I
must write at least the most important things about myself. Well, You know,
my name is Vilena. My height is 168cm (I think it is 5,7 feet).
Did you think I am low? Or not))) My weight, if I'm not mistaken
- 118 pounds. Im 28. My birthday is October, 11 
I was in relationship for 3 years. I have no kids and at present live alone
by myself,that means no boyfriend, what is about you? Now I live in the
Russian Federation. But I lived in Canada for a long time.
I Trained and worked in a pharm area. I am a Pharmacist(provisor).
If it will be interesting to you, I shall speak more about it. I aware that
Russia maybe too far away from you, but I think it will not be a barrier.
And probably soon I shall travel again. Now I live in a small, closed,
military town of Sarov
mmm... yes I like to travel. I visited different countries.
I shall speak about it later. I think it's great to have some friends
who live in the other parts of the world. Do you agree with me?
And I sincerely think that for friendship there are no borders or
distances. But enough about it. I feel that I should finish my letter
because I even don't know if you are still interested in a dialogue with
me or not. I hope you have. But if you have no desire to talk to me
anymore, please, at least, write me about it.
I want to ask you some questions. :). Simply I would be glad to know Where
you live? where do you work, and do you like your work?
And, in general, what are your interests? It's a banal questions certainly :)
but i would like to know more about you. And by the way, I will be glad to
have more your pictures! Therefore do not hesitate :) I will write you the
day after tomorrow if everything is alright! Hope to see your letter soon !
best regards!

Hi !!! It's me Vilena.
I'm glad to see your fast answer !! :)
I must tell that I try to write in English as good as
possible (within my knowledge). I hope you understand all what I write:)
I have been already studying English some years, Therefore I apologize for my mistakes :).
At school I wanted to be a english singer and even finished a musical school.
But I sing songs during my life just for myself )
also I play the piano. do you play any musical
instruments or sing? :)
Well, I  work in a medical field.
After 7 years of studying there I received an red diploma.
The Kazan State Medical University.
Best diploma is called red in our country ;)
I have been working as a Pharmacist for 5 years,
I like my job in spite of the fact I have to work a lot. Also I have interesting
seminar trips to many places. I go there to get my work experience.
Once I was offered a training course in Canada, and I agreed.
It was a good chance for me to see the world. In Canada I studied English.
Then I decided to work in English speaking countries. It's a good
experience for me. Also it's very interesting. But half a year ago I
returned to Russia. It was necessary to settle some questions.
And Now I work in a local clinic in our town. I like Russia but I have
ideas to move to a more stable country. The life is very complicated here.
I know it will not be easy in a foreign country. But I am sure I can do more,
than do here. Besides I have some experience living in a foreign country,
and I don’t want to waste time. Can you tell me how you chose your job?
Well , what you are looking for in a woman?
Probably you have many female friends in the Internet. :)
..mmm.. What else to tell you about myself as I have little time..
I use the internet in the laboratory and work from Monday till Friday.
But sometimes on Saturday and Sunday.
This computer is located in the medical analyses room.
Now this computer will be used for my dialogue with! :)))
I think you understood, I'm still single and I have no children.
I wanted as well to learn more about your family. I miss my parents too much...
Now I have to go back to work and hope to see you soon.
Have a nice day!

Good evening ******!  How are you doing?   
The autumn  covers everything,  I like Winter. What about you ******?
Winter is a very beautiful season here.   
I would like to know more about your place.
My town is rather old. There are a lot of churches.
I like going to church because it brings calm and piece.
I believe in God. I am Christian. I was baptised when I was a baby.
My parents believed in God as well and wanted me to be blessed by God.
My faith helps me greatlyin my life. When I don't know the way out I always pray and in the end I
come up to the conclusion.I am absolutely sure people should have the faith.
Do you agree with me? What about your Faith?
My city is small but it is very green all over the streets
I like going to the country and fry meat or sausages on the grill,
sometimes we make fire and bake potatoes (very delicious). Have you tasted such a dish? )
As for my family, it was always important for me. I have a brother.
His name is Nikolay. He is 27, married.He is a patrolman. His wife and I always worry
very much when he is at work. There are always dangerous situations.
Once I lost my parents. I won't be able to live if I loose him.
His wife, Valentina, is a wonderful lady. She is a librarian - very interesting interlocutor.
We are friends, spend much time together. They have an
adorable daughter - Anna. They are really
the most important part of my life. I think many people don't understand completely that
family is a big treasure. Unfortunately we realize it when it is too late
and nothing can be done. I know it for sure.My both parents passed away.
I always loved them and now I miss them very much. They died when I was only 16.
It was a car accident. My mom was a doctor. She visited nearest villages to cure people.
Once a woman called and implored to come because her sister had been seriously injured.
My mom couldn't refused. My offered her to give her a lift, they with father sat into the car and .....
we never saw them alive again. That was why I being a little
girl was able to do everything by myself, cooked, sewed,
help my brother. That is why my brother is much more than just
a brother. I had to study and work in the evening to support us.
It was a hard time but "that does not kill us makes us stronger".
And  now I can do almost everything. Now it seems to me that I was
saying to my Parents about my love too seldom, and now I so regret about it.
What can you tell me about your family? Is it valuable for you?
Also we have grandparents, she are 83 years old. Village about 100km from me.
I like visiting them. We offered them to move to our places many times
but they don't want... like old house.
I hope that we'll exchange telephone numbers of each other.
To hear a voice of each of us. But at first we should find out each other a
little bit more. As it is more serious contact for me. I hope you understand.
Unfortunately I have some bad experience, but I do not want to speak about it. Ok?

Well, I have to go now. I promised supper for my brother's family :)
they are visiting me tonight. My princess Anna likes pies.
When they come she is running to the kitchen and looking  for something tasty:)
I will wait for your next letter;). Have a nice day ******!

P.S. I Hope you like pics :)
(on a pics I'm with my brother, it's old pics)

Hello my dear friend ******!  :)   
What's the weather like outside in your place? Today we have a solar day.
In the night I have rain behind the window, but in the morning we have a clear.
I like when the sky is clear, but rain - not lesser.
It is pleased to me to see how drops are falling down. I love to go to
the street during when drops are titillating my nose.
Do you Like it , do you like rain maybe snowfalls?
Ok, enough about it :) I think there are
many other things about me that I must tell you. In general,speaking about me.
I have various interests. I like sports, especially bicycle, swimming and skis!
So it is important for me to keep fit. I like domestic plants very much.
I have a lot of them. My friends is always joking about this.
They say in the nearest future there won't be place for
me in my apartment because my favourite plants are everywhere. It took me 3
hours to water them, I always speak to them, sing and smile and they grow better.
Do you like flowers and plants? Do you have them at home? Of course
I adore cooking like the most part of Russian women. But I don't do it very
often only at weekends for my friends and my brother's family.
I am interested in the process of cooking but don't like eating it myself though
I cook pretty well.I like cooking for somebody!!!!!!!!! I would love to
cook for you and watch you eating. Do you like cooking???????????
Also I absolutely love reading, listen to music,and play the piano)
Unfortunately i haven't ability to use social nets for example, Facebook or other.
I also can not use viber, whatsapp, telegram. This is all due to the fact that
I live in a closed military city!
I do not have a internet at home and use one at work. And at work we are
not allowed to use social nets for communication, they blocked it, I hope
you understand... I am very glad we have an interesting dialogue with you ******
and I want to say honestly. I am looking for a man. And for me it is not just pastime or hobby.
It is the only possibility which will allow me to find a man who I could not find in the
standard ways (such as - acquaintance in a bar, in the street or in the office).
I could not find the person who would take my love and give the same.
I could not find such a man among those men who surround me. Anyhow I do
not regret about my decision to find a man in the similar way. I had a
boyfriend in Russia. But I got only roughness and disrespect.
Before the trip to Canada we stopped ours relations. I do not want to talk
about him now. I can say, that I want to meet a man with a kind heart;
a man who will respect a lady. And I am afraid of man's roughness very much,
I think that true force of a man is his heart. A man should win love and
tenderness of a woman by beauty of heart, but not by force of a body.
What do you think about this in whole?
I am ready to continue to write letters to you up to infinity :)
but I should urgently start working... I will wait for your letter!
Write To Me Soon!

Hi, friend!   
****** today was really a good day, and right now I am sitting, writing
this letter and smiling:) I hope you too. :) My mood has become better
again when I got your letter. I should say when I have a good mood my work
seems more easy and I'm not tired. By the way when I came to work today my
mood was bad because my friend Nataly in hospital now. I asked a doctor and
my friend will stay in hospital for about one week. She had problems with appendicitis.
It's not a very good case. I will try to visit her as often as I can.
I think it good support and it helps her recover faster. Please let me know
what you do when someone of your relatives or friends is ill and stay in hospital.
As a matter of fact I have only two real friends - Amanda and Nataly the lady who is in hospital.
They are also not married but have relations. We friends for almost 20 years.
Same kindergarten, school, lived in neighbor houses a lot of time
but now live in different districts. And we can meet each other almost any time.
We work together with Amanda. I remember we liked to go to my grandmother.
There are very beautiful places. The air is very fresh and clean,
it is a very silent place and there is beautiful nature. We always go to
the river. I am a fine swimmer! And if we swam together with you, you would
have a big problem if you tried to catch me in the water. In winter - skiing.
We like go to the forest to gather mushrooms and berries. It is very popular here.
Once upon a time we even lost the way and found road already almost at night.
We have to climb a high tree just to look where to go.
We were afraid but now we remembered it like a funny case. Have you ever
gone to the forest to pick mushrooms and berries, I wonder?
In villige, I many help my grandmother with her garden. This is my mother's mother:)
Grandfather died in 1980 because of the old wounds. Had a lot of awards (World War Second)
He remained alive till the victory and even reached Berlin.
I try to visit her as frequent as possible. My soul rests in the village.
And I am not sure even what I like more - a small place near the forest and
the river, silence, singing of birds behind the window or a big city with
cinemas, museums, beautiful houses and shops, with attractions, but with
cars' roar and noice of people's crowd and to add to all these with criminal.
Unfortunately criminal rate in Russia is on a very high level.
But I don't want to speak about sad things. By the way today when I come to
Nataly we will speak about you. Yes, my friends know that Iam talking to
you, and they start asking a lot of questions! :). But if to take into
account that with one of them I work together in clinic, to avoid
interrogation about my new friend is more and more difficult! :)

I wanted to ask you what makes you happy ******? What do you like more,
a big city or a small village? ****** I have to go. But I will wait for
your letter and your pics! I send you my pictures! I hope you can find me
in my pictures. If is not, I will help :) And then I will have again a
smile on my face. Vilena.

P.S. I hope that right now you have a smile on your face .
I want you to smile, smile, smile....

Hi ******! I am very glad to get your letter  this evening.
How are you doing my friend ? I just arrived from a Nataly. Now she is better
and after about a week she will be home! My mood became better and I let
myself relax mentally! May be today after work I will go home on foot.
I like to walk along the street and to breathe in fresh air, especially when
the weather is fresh and sunny as it is today. When I am outside and people
are around me I don't feel so lonely. When I am in my apartment where
there is nobody with me I feel terrible. I even don't get pleasure and
satisfaction from my favourite pastime. Of course I have fitness and listen
to music but somewhere deep in my heart I feel unbearable pain and loneliness.
Not to feel this I dream. I dream about my future, about my beloved and
about the house full of joy and happiness. My dreams help me live, and in
my dreams I am an absolutely happy lady with a big family. And I am
absolutely sure that one day my dreams will come true! But now I have to
live in the world of dreams.And of course my hope and faith are the most
important parts of my life. I suppose you have dreams and hopes as well,
don't you. Tell me please about your dreams ******? To tell the truth I
am surprised that I write you all this. I haven't had the person, who I
could share my thoughts and ideas with. I am very glad because I can
explain you my ideas.
****** I want to hear your voice, but the problem is that my work cell phone
only for Russia, and all calls to foreign countries are locked,
my bills for mobile services paid by my company where I work. 
But I think that soon I shall get a new phone and I'll inform you about the number.
I have learnt with the people from mail center in our town and they told me that I
can call you just from the communication center.
You can tell me your phone number and I could call you if you want!
But I still can use email to correspond with you my dear! :)
But now I should return to the work...
I will wait for your letter with impatience.
Good luck and Have a good day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your friend Vilena

Hi ******! I waited to receive your email today, it's the best time:) 
I was working with lots of stress today. Today we had to receive medicines
and all pharmaceutical materials, for making some drugs. But for some
reasons the bus with medicines did not come to our lab again.
Many people are worried and nervous because of the lack of necessary medicines.
because there is no guarantee that the bus will come tomorrow.
Therefore today was the twice difficult working day because not
each and every person can wait. Anyway, I took a break and I
was informed that you had written. I forgot all my worries with work.
So, I'm glad to be here ******! Oh ****** now the main moment of my
day is expectations which eventually change to sincere joy because
****** has written me his letter! :) I hope your day as well is filled
with pleasure and nothing will sadden your mood!?
Wonderful, when in the life new aspiration appears, new purpose, don't you agree?
Without it life would lose any sense. Dreams and the purposes force people to rise
onto mountain tops or to dive to oceans bottom, to conquer the North Pole or to
land the Moon, to build a family and to win the Olympic Games. And when
your dream purpose comes true, you have tears of sincere joy on your eyes,
and it is much more important than many things in our life. And you will
always remember these tears of joy, because these tears will tell you that
you really lived, dreamed, aspired and struggled. ****** What sort of
life are you looking for now? I have noticed, that I often start to ask
myself these questions. 31 years old is not a lot, but it is not a young age.
I often begin to think of what I have done in my life, what purposes I have
reached, what mistakes I've made. I start to think of the future more often, I
began to estimate my past. Probably this age - time to look back and to
draw the certain conclusions, time to think and analyze a life, time to put
new purposes and tasks. I begin to understand that I will hardly be
able ever to touch amazing stars, I understand that many things in the life
are not so simple as I thought; I understand that great deal in my life
will be otherwise than I thought. It is the time of reassessment of values.
And probably it is high time to dream about simple human happiness.
Do you agree with me?
Oh ****** now, I should return to my work((
Write me soon,
Your Vilena.

Hello my dear ******. How are you doing this days ? :)
My mood is so fine when I receive your letter, and have imagined that we
are together and talk in person, It would be great:) Well, I had nice
working day, at last in our lab have delivered all necessary
preparations:) There is one more good news, a mine
girlfriend Nataly is let off home from hospital.. I was allowed to leave my
work to meet her... My boss knows my girlfriends.. Our microdistrict is
small, and it seems, that everyone knows each other..:) I could not visit
Maria every day... But I did it every time i had an opportunity.. We've got
a lot of news to each other.. And when we arrived to her house, I could not
stop to talk to her about you:) How it would be good to meet you. She also
is very curious.. I hope you are not against, that I speak to her about
you so much?:) We could not speak for a long time... And about everything,
I had to come back to work.. But I was glad, that I should see the letter
from you ****** today:)

We have already snow! And the wind scornfully whistles among of old trees.
And everyone here, glancing through window by indifferent empty eyes silently
grumble about cold weather that spoils their mood and changes their plans.
And I do not understand these people. How they can be so querulous? It is simply
small snow - the gift of the nature, gift filling the air by delightful
freshness, bringing an amazing, almost imperceptible smell of winter.
So many people in the world who dreams about rain and snow; how many
people who never saw a snow, who is deprived an opportunities to play
the snowballs with friends. I always liked snowfall and rain.
However sometimes, in cold days of me heat memoirs about summer, sea and sun.
I think all seasons are magnificent. The winter covers all around with a
delightful white carpet. Trees and roofs wear fluffy snow-hats and a frost
draws by invisible tasselamazing inimitable images on the windows
glasses. And when you,  snow crunch under your foot, and
the sky slowly showers you with sparkling snowflakes or when the
delightful gold autumn begins the most beautiful phenomenon in the
nature - a fall of leafs? When the leaves, chased by a cool breeze,
dances a waltz in the air and slowly fall downwards, undressing trees.
And when you hear rustle of leaves under your foot, and when in the
sky you see a flock of birds flying away with sad song, don't you want
to take a slow walk also with your woman? Or when you hear behind your
window an autumn thunder, or groans of blizzard, would you not enjoy
being at home with your beloved, to enfold each other in a warm plaid,
and telling each other ridiculous and funny stories? I think it is a
big happiness when people are able to value such things. And I think,
if the couple are able to enjoy such things in a life, it only
strengthens feelings. I am sure, now you think that I am rambling on.
Forgive me please ****** :) I do not know why I write you this.
Probably because I feel conveniently in talking to you about such things.
I will better stop, because I am afraid that otherwise you will simply
cease to write me. :)
With thoughts of you I will wait for your letter!

PS I hope you like pics.

Hi ******! All I can say is "what a wonderful evening after the hard day!"
I am so glad to receive your letter , because I thought that I will not be
able to receive your letter today, because it's already evening now, and I
has just returned to the clinic. We had "the outside work day".
It is a day of a hard work. Every week some our employees - several
doctors of various specializations and laboratory assistants who take
all analyses, are going all together on a special bus to various small
villages which are located far away from cities, usually in a thicket
of a forest. Here there are a lot of such villages. The public
transport is not going to such villages and people living there have
no opportunity to visit clinic at any moment and to receive necessary
medicaments. basically they are small children or old people, whose
lives completely depend on other people and medicines. Therefore we go
on the specially-equipped bus directly to these villages, and we
render the medical aid to all needy people right in their house or in the bus.
All these people already know us personally, and love us very much.
But it is really the hard work because we are going there at 6 am, and
we come back sometimes even after 10 pm! That is why now I have no
forces even to smile. But It is good that tomorrow I can sleep so long
as I want, because after "outside work day" we can come to the clinic
after a lunch break.
****** can you imagine, while I write you right now this letter,
Amanda has fallen asleep right in the armchair opposite me! We always
work in the one group in "outside work day". Amanda said hello to you!
She told she would wait till I finish to write my letter to you
****** and now she simply sleeps! She is a true friend.
Frequently we spend the days off together. I spoke that I like
nature very much. I always spend a lot of time in the open air though I seldom
have such an opportunity . I like to walk simply in the park or simply
to be in my bed all day long :) . camping, sunsets and sunrises,
life in a tent, the smell of the river and bulrushes, a rustle of a small
waterfall; night starry sky and amazing brilliance of a fish dissecting a
water surface of a small lake under captivating moon light. It is very
beautiful and romantic. ****** do you like to be romantic with your woman?
I hope yes. I am romantic:) I like fire and I am sure that there is nothing
more tasty than a meal cooked on a fire or firebrands. And when air is
filled with fregrance of the forest and timber raspberry, river freshness and a
smoke of the campfire, all this brings into my soul the feeling of freedom,
and untamable desire to live. I know I already talked about my love to cooking.
I know many recipes and I like our national cuisine. "Uha",
"Golubtsy", "Borshch"(soup), "Gribovnitsa" (mushroom's soup)!
My favorite is "Okroshka"! Say more about meal you like? Does the way
to your heart lay through the stomach? :) If so, I think I have good chances! :)
Have you ever tasted Russian Cuisine? Oh, I should finish my letter,
night here now, but instead of it I write again and again.
I hope your day will be filled with sun warmth and human kindness!

Hello ******. I am glad that I have an opportunity to write you.
I had free days from work. We receive it after "the outside work
day" we have just back from grandmother, brother Nikolay has left works, so we
could visit the grandmother the whole family and some his friends.
We had very good time there, We couldn't stay at home all the time
because there was a desire to spend time in the open air.
Then we visited the sauna ("Banya") with a birch broom. Do you know
what it is? we had fine steam ! Do you like a sauna? I would like to
have sauna with you :) Nikolays wife was there also,in the evening my
brother Nikolay cooked barbecue and salad with vegetables!
We had remembered our grandfather. He passed away that
date in 1980. In our country there is a tradition. To remember dead
relatives in the day of their death... Then Nikolay took his mondoline (it is like a
small guitar) and sang grandfather's favorite composition: "Tanks on the field"
(a folk song). It is a very old composition. It was very popular during the second
world war where our grandfather Fedor took part. He had many medals of
honor, I wrote to you about him... The grandmother told us about the
grandfather he shoot gun and sometimes shooted, but this days shoot gun
belongs to Nikolay. He hunts now with it. Nikolay likes to shoot in the
evening and I tryed also :) He once took me hunting, but nevertheless I
could not shoot animals.. But I like fishing very much:)
****** also we have so much to talk about with you! It is very
interesting, They are interested in your relatives, and when I shall
acquaint you with them:) Relatives say hello to you. How was your day?
What is the weather like there? I hope it is good.
It may sound strange but sometimes I feel that we know all about each
other, oh if we meet one day, it would be great :) Yes, life is too
short, and if destiny will give us a chance we must keep it strong in
our hands. I think that We became so close to each other, I am really
happy to communicate with you ******. Sorry, I should come back to work..
I look forward to your letter!!!
Write to me soon ******!

With kisses !
Your Vilena.

Hi ******, How are you doing my darling? :)
By the way, I often begin to imagine - what you
do, where are you right now, or with whom you are right now...
There are a lot of kilometers, some hours between us, but I always think
that maybe right now you also think: "What Vilena is doing, where she is?".
And maybe we think of the same things at the same time. I like thinking of it.
Yesterday I came back home from work earlier. I spent time reading,
walking, cooking :) My brother came to my place after work. Oh my prince, apple pie
I cooked yesterday was great! Nikolay took the half home to have breakfast
with tomorrow. There was a very funny situation, Nikolay went to have his hair cut and when
he came for supper the most part of his hair has not been cut and other
part was cut very short! I laughed and Nikolay was not able to understand what had
happened :) you know, it seems like that that hairdresser was not able to
done his work well because of holidays, maybe drank too much
or just was too tired :)) Well, you know, I can cut hair very well and did
it with Nikolay's hair, he is handsome now and happy. May be someday I
will cut your hair also:)) Nikolay said hi to you!
You know, Nobody here is surprised if the woman
looks for ''not here'' man . I think the cultural distinction is a
wonderful thing. I don't understand men here and their culture of
dialogue with women. They are not able to appreciate women's feelings, her
fidelity, love. They do not appreciate sincerity and aspiration of women to
do for a man absolutely everything, wishing to get from him only love,
respect and fidelity. ok, I do not want to speak about bad and sad things.

Time flies so fast. Special mood this days, full of thoughts about future,
romanticism, love... The world is a really big place ******, I am very
curious about us ******, two people from different countries, who speak
different languages meet each other, have something common....
Very interesting situation. I think that it is very important not just to
live, it is very important to feel, to feel every instance, when you
understand that the day have not just passed, when it brought something new !
To my mind nothing in this world just happened only because of us, I think
that destiny is real and give us the way, way we need, way which is important for us.
I know you are so far, but why? Why you were born there ******?
Not here ? Because if you were born here and live may be on the
closest street, may be we will never meet each other? But you were born so far,
and we are already together, in our hearts, in our souls. If I look in my past I would
like to say that I have never met man who is so cary and kind as you.
You really brought very good feeling to me, I am sure that
this feeling is similar to love, it is not just called "love", sometimes
people pronounce this world as other words and do not put anything special,
just say "I love you" but does mean true feeling. You know when you
have feelings, words are not necessary sometimes, what are words?
What are true feelings? Words are material things and are able to destroy
anything, but are they necessary when you fall in love? When people come to
me at work and ask to marry... What are they waiting from me?
That I tell them yes? They feel that I am always give them
advice, help, I speak to them when I am really interested in them as a specialist.
Do they see the beauty of my soul?
******, we have never met in person, but you are the only man in the this
world who feels beauty of my soul. What can I say...
I think My heart is open for you. I can get no sleep this days...
It is a pity, that i cannot continue my letter...
I shall wait for your answer..

a lot of kisses ...
Your Vilena.

Hi ******! I am sincerely glad to get your letters, and I am
very glad that I have had an opportunity to write you because I want
to share so many thoughts with you today. ****** I always was
sincere with you and I want to be sincere now because from the very
beginning we built our friendship on the sincerity. It is difficult to
write about it because those emotions I have now to transform into
words are new for me, and for the first time in my life I try to
explain things I feel. And I feel that I should be very exact and
accurate in my words. I understand that at such moments it is
necessary to think over each word because even though I simply want to
tell you the truth, even though I just want to tell you sincerely
everything what now is in my soul, I understand that the truth and
sincerity can sometimes offend the person, bring disappointment.
And I want you to understand all my thoughts correctly because I do not
want to offend you or to put you by my words into awkward position.
****** now you are dear to me, and I do not want to lose those relations
that we have, because these relations are important for me. And all main
emotions that often visit my heart, - pleasure and even happiness,
disappointment and sadness now depend only on one thing - presence of your letter.
For the first time in my life I tried to start Friendship with a man who is
so far away from me, relations where thoughts and feelings
take the main place as these are the only things that unite us together.
And it is the best opportunity to become first of all friends, best friends,-
with open hearts, ready sincerely to share with each other all feelings
and emotions. I try all this for the first time in my life and I do not
know what waits for me and you in the future, but I would be happy to have
relationship with you, friendly and more. And I would be happy if you have such desire
as well. And even though I for the first time in my life try to start such
relationship, I already thank God for what I feel right now. It is very
valuable for me and I believe that all that was in my life,- all ups and
downs, all tries and losses are the way where God has put me to learn to
appreciate life and to be wise, to learn to make decisions and to make a
correct choice when the time of a choice will come. I believe that I had to
pass through this way,- to be ready to meet a man who will become my soul
and heart, with whom I will build the small world of love and tenderness,
giving to him all my care, fidelity and infinite respect; with whom I will
be up to death because he will give me the most important things in a life
- the sincere love and care, These are an only things most important for me.
And I am sure that these are things you appreciate as well. The beauty and
external attractiveness are main things for many people, but my life has
shown me that the main thing of a person - internal beauty, beauty of his
soul and heart. Not a lot of people really possess internal beauty and not
a lot of people really understand that it is thebmost important and
unique quality. Here people forgot about many important things, and
words "love" and "fidelity" here have lost sense, became simply words.
I am not sure if you understand everything I try to say, but I hope
that my words do not offend you in any way. My words are not simply
words, it is a part of my soul that I open to you because I feel that
I can and I want to do it. And I hope you feel the same. And I really
wish to develop our relations, to go further, to learn each other at a
new level, where friendship is only the first step. I want to go the
way that will not be limited only by friendship. I see new horizons,
and I feel that I want to try to promote our relations further than it
enough to be simple friends. ****** could you ever relax your
eyelids, allow your eyes to close, and to imagine a life we could share?
And I hope that our relations are important for you just as for me.
I dare to hope, that you at least allow to think, that our relations
can be promoted further than simply friendship.
I hope now you have really smile now!
I will wait for your answer ******.

Your Vilena.

Hi my ******!
I was waiting for your email with fear and with pleasure
at the same time! And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready
to jump and dance, laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you ******!
Thank you for your letter and your thoughts. I am so happy that we can meet.
Now I have the ocean of emotions but I don't know how to express them.
I am worried very much. I  really hope  that we can spend
time perfectly together. I am just afraid, that if we meet, I will ask so many
questions and chatter unceasingly, that you will escape from me
My interview will approximately in two weeks. This time I can
arrive to you. But unfortunately the schedule is not flexible.
Therefore I hope you will be glad to meet me at this time. If you have not
enough time, I will be happy all the same. I will be happy in any case.
It is better to wait when you will come from work, than to sit in my
apartment and to know that nobody will come!!! I think preparations
for travel will be about two weeks. Complexity of approval of the papers,
visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have petitions and characteristics
from a work place, from respected organizations and legal people;
guarantee documents and various sorts of the information and inquiry,
which will be given to commissions I will get the petition and a
testimonial from Ministry of Health of the Russian Federation! Except of that
I will pay for preparation for the commission.
Every day I think - what my friend ****** will tell me today, what mood he
will have today? And as soon as I get a free minute, I rush to the teachers'
room to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive
your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear having the best time of
my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you all my
thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day.
Sometimes I think what would happen if I have not found the strength in myself
to write you? What would happen if I didn't believe that I could find a man in
such a way? I always want to think that I'm a courageous woman, but I feel
that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life for the sake of
person who is close and dear for me, I am ready to donate my well-being
for the sake of well-being of another person but when I think of myself, I
often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the fire's smoke.
I am often afraid to do something, to take some steps just because of
fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often afraid to ask people
about anything simply because of fear to get the negative answer.
Not  always,  but  it  happens.  What  would  happen  if you have not
answered my letter? Nothing would happen! And grey monotonous days would
lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable veil. Do you want to know
what I did today? Firstly, I should tell you that I slept with a smile on my face!
At least when I woke up and looked at the mirror, I noticed
that I was smiling! Then I brushed my teeth and I had a smile! Then I jog and I
smiled as if actually I watched funny movie. Then I cooked
breakfast and drank a coffee with a smile on my face!
Then, I came to clinic, and I could not hide my smile. I was ready to
laugh and I at all had no desire to work! It is a very bad symptom for
the pharmacist! :) Everything around seemed me beautiful and
wonderful. And even the severe boss, when saw that I look at him and I
smiled, he began to survey himself attentively and even came near to
the mirror to see if anything wrong! He thought that something was
wrong with his clothes! All the day I worked with the smile on my
face! Amanda looks at me and smiles as well. Of course she understands
the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep
comes, I will lie in my bed with the same smile on my face! And if you
till now have not understood why I smile, I will tell you! I smile
because I think of you, ******! And it brings me joy!
But now I have to go :-( I will not have a lot of time after work because after
work I will have one more working day! :-) You may ask what I mean?
The preparation for my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I
must do for our meeting! I even have asked the boss
to allow me to take some hours off in the middle of day to do some
things, because after 5pm the departments are closed. Thoughts
about our meeting give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will
be perfect! I will wait for your letter! Please, write me because I need your
letters and support more than ever!

With Love and Kisses!
Always your Vilena!

Hi My ******! You and your letter  the most exciting moment of my day!
Today I visited Nataly and we spoke much about the events.
I wish you saw how Nataly is happy that we will meet!
She is sure that our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to
talk to her now! :). She has now only one theme for the conversation - you ******!
She is constantly asking about you,  what I will do together with you,
what I will do at the airport,  what I will cook for you.
She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! She even asks how I
will tempt you! :)) . She says that I do everything correctly and I should
not be afraid of anything at all. To conquer the road can only one who goes
on this road. Nataly is very glad that I have found you, and she sends you
her friendly greetings and  wishes of happy expectation of me!:).
Probably I'm the very because I have found the man who is capable to
make so that my heart had been overflown with feelings and my soul
aspires to cross space and ocean and to rush into his life, to be
united in a single whole with his soul.
Dear, I am not sure about the exact date of my arrival. Maybe I will
arrive a little bit later, because it is an approximate time of and it
can be changed. Will you wait for me anyway?
Please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now. I hope you
understand that I even after my working day, must do too much for trip and
our meeting. Today I will go to Ministry of Health. I think this is one of
the most important deals for me right now. I will give them all my
documents and tomorrow I will probably get all the documents and forms
of petitions which I must fill in as soon as possible.
****** today I feel that I start to worry more than I even could imagine.
I am very glad that I do all this. And every minute I think of our meeting.
The meeting at the airport... I don't think that many people on our planet
have an opportunity to enjoy such a delightful moment - the moment of the
first meeting at the airport. It is so exciting. I feel that it will be a
very touching moment for each of us. It calms me down.
I can imagine us together, I see us walking in the park; I see us speaking about
serious and silly things, or playing cards  :)), I see wonderful dinners
at home and outside! I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your
hand and I see me dancing in front of you a beautiful dance, or maybe even
erotic dance:), What about Belly dance? :). I do it perfectly!:).
I see us swimming; I see us on a roof of a house, watching the full moon;
I see us fighting with pillows; I see us in the evening at home, with
romantic light of candles; I see us cooking together Our pelmeny and
Your pizzas :) ; I feel myself in your hands. Everything waits for us in the
nearest future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!
Do you feel the same, ******? Oh, would you like to make me a
massage of my back? I would like to make you massage! But I must warn you,
that if you want to do it, you should not touch my ribs! :)
The reason - I'm the most ticklish woman in Russia :) ****** I am
afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my foot or ribs, I begin to laugh
loudly, kick and scratch, squeal and jump! Therefore if you
will make me massage and you will tickle me, you will feel like a cowboy on
a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! :) . By the way, are you ticklish?
Do you snore? (Forgive me for this question. Do not answer,
if you do not want. Maybe one day I will find out all this by myself:)).
Will you sing serenades for me? I would be happy if you sang
serenades and songs for me! I would remunerate you by kisses! :) .
****** I should finish the letter. I must do much so
that you had an opportunity to make me massage and to
get the massage from me! :) . Please, write me because
now I need you and your letters very very much,
because I worry so much...

Yours, Vilena.

Hi my ******!
 You can't imagine how all your letters are important for me now.
They fill my heart.
And I know hundreds of words, that could help me tell you how you are
important, dear for me now. And I am waiting for the day
when I am able to tell you all these words, being face to face -
looking into your caring eyes. I am looking forward to that moment when I see
your sparkling smile on your face and read all your thoughts and feelings in your smile.
And now my heart enjoys fine feelings - feelings of awaiting and hope that
one day our meeting will come true.
****** I am not sure if I should tell you what had happened yesterday.
I don't want you to be unhappy but I was so terrified that I cannot keep it to myself.
Don't worry too much!!!!I am safe and sound...
Well when I came home and come up to the door of my flat I noticed something strange.
At first I did not understand what the matter was. The door was slightly opened.
I thought Victor had come and had not closed the door. But when I entered the hall
I realised what had happened. Everything was in a mess, my clothes were on the floor
as if somebody was looking for something. When I came up to the cupboard where I
put my box with jewellery I realised what they were looking for...
The box was empty there were no the jewellery that my grandmother presented me.
She got those rings and earrings from her granny. They were very ancient. They
were really precious for me more that it the price was very high...So thieves stole them.
One more precious thing was in my flat and I rushed to the room to check it.
While I was running to the room(just a few seconds) my heart was beating so
fast. But there was nothing there. The icon was absent. It was stolen as well.
I sat on the floor, closed me eyes and tears were dropping down.I felt so miserable.
Unfortunately my flat was not insured. My flat insurance finished a some months ago
and I was planning to do it in after a while  because I just could not imagine this.
So it was my mistake. But nothing can be done now.
Of course i called the police. When they came they asked me different questions.
But the only thing I was thinking of was the icon. It was made of wood, silver,
gold and pearls. it was of the 17th century. And the history of our family is
connected with it. One of Russian tsars presented the icon to my ancestor for
his service and faithfulness.It was a real treasure for our family and memory
of our ancestor. I am broken now... I don't know what to do, I feel guilty because
Victor said to me to bring the icon to his flat but I could not give it away.
Well, ****** I want to finish my letter with good thoughts. And I will tell
you something good! I want to tell you about my feelings to you, if you know,
how speedy my heart beats when I am walking here with hope to get your letter,
as a child looking forward to getting his birthday present. You gave me hope,
you born feelings in my heart, I want you to know that I fell in love with
you, and I miss you!
Be with me in my thoughts. I will think of you, so please,
think of me as well. "You are an Angel" - TY ANGEL!

With all my tenderness.

Your Vilena.

Hi my prince ******!!!! How important it is for me to get your letters.
I don't feel well because of the latest events.  I had to spend the night in Nikolay's flat
while my door is  being restored. We spoke a lot about the misfortune. Now I am better.
I must admit ****** I feel comfortable only if I receive your letters.
I wanna to embrace  you  right now so you can feel my Heart ;)
What about your place ******? What is the weather like there now?
however I have good news as well.
Oh, ****** I want to tell you that I have collected
almost all the characteristics and petitions from different people. Soon I will have a
meeting with the notary at the notary office to legalize all the documents.
Victor was able to reach agreement with the municipal department. Now he must get all
the documents about my family and me. It turned out that not
all the people are unselfish, but the essential thing is that we will get these documents.
The rest is not important at all.
My relatives are very happy, you know they like that we
communicate with you. My brother and friends say hello to you! Today while sleeping
dreamt my parents. My parents were very good people and Mum always
gave me "freedom of choice" mum told me in the past: "Vilena, it is your
life, you can try everything you want, you can find love, just remember,my dear that
your father and I want you to be happy" I loved my parents.
It it so sad they are not with us now.
Well, we walk all the time now and enjoy this season. I think it is very
important to spend some time in the open air. Well, my mood is very fine now, I know
that soon we will walk outside together, it would be great ****** :)
Looking forward to being with you tonight in my dreams :)

With Love and Kisses
Your Vilena.

PS I made some pics on brother's good camera, hope you like )

Hi ******! How glad I am that I have an opportunity to write you now.
My dear ******! I have bad news! I became the drug addict!
And my drug is you ******! :) I have a little time. I came here
only to write you some lines. I don't have even one free minute.
Now each minute of my day is devoted to you ******! Every minute of my
day I use to come our meeting true. Every minute of my day I think of
you and about our meeting. I give all my diligence and forces to meet you.
If I see you face to face, I will go mad.
Well, I think that a new feeling was born the in my heart. This feeling is called ...
No, I will not tell you it yet. I will say it when I meet you. I will explain it
when I see your deep eyes and when you see mine, and when we hug each other
Finally, I  got almost all the papers today!!! I am definitely going to Moscow!
It is the most important point for me. I have been preparing for this for so long.
After the interview at the Embassy I will find out the final
decision! I don't want to say "IF", but it is really a very difficult
and tense moment. And I am simply not sure if I have enough confidence
and self-control. But I have to calm down. My worry and fear are our enemies.
I think I am ready. I feel that I can do everything well, and we
will definitely meet! And now just be with me in your thoughts! I need it.
I really need your support. I'm so nervous and stressed. I want to put my
head on your knees and feel your warm hand on my cheek.
For the sake of it I am ready to collect all my forces and reach the goal!!!!!!
My family  and friends help me greatly, they wanna see me happy.
My door had been restored at last. But I can't feel safe.
However I am well because I am thinking of you ******! It helps me overcome difficulties.
Last evening Nataly came to my home and we decided to bake a cake,-
just to relax after a difficult day. You know we created a new
recipe and started the preparations. I wish you saw this cake! There is
not on Earth any cake with such a number of components like this! :) Between the
layers of soft gentle biscuit we placed mush of kiwi and bananas.
The sour cream with a strawberry and juice of fresh lemon was turned into
magnificent cake-cream. We decorated the cake with a cherry, and when
we were going to taste our cake, we suddenly realised that we
hadn't given the name to it. I do not know if there is such
a tradition in your country ,in Russia each cake has a name, for example - "Cinderella",
or "Ant Hill" or "Autumn Waltz". So we began to look attentively at our
cake, and think what name is suitable for this cake. Nataly began to offer
various names - "Palette" or "Rainbow". But I said that all those were too banal
and ordinary. There are millions of cakes with similar names.
Then she  offered "Flying Hippopotamus" or "Drunk Fakir"! I asked her
- why "Drunk Fakir"? And she answered that it was unusually, and there is hardly a country
in the world where you would find a cake with the similar name! :)
But I said that it was too foolish! Nataly offered dozens of names,
but I found them either too foolishly, banal, or too
ordinary, uninteresting. Finally Nataly said: "All right Vilena,
if you are so clever, maybe you will offer anything not banal, unusual, not
foolish and interesting?" And then I answered: "Look at this cake! This
cake is appetizing just like ******!!!! I want to name this cake - ******!":)
I wish you saw Nataly at that moment! She fell onto a floor and
began to laugh loudly! I could hardly stop her! She said:
"Vilena, you are an absolutely crazy Russian woman, but I love the name ******!!!!" :))
We laughed loudly together the whole evening, we drank tea and ate the
delightful cake with the name ******!!! :) I hope you are not offended that
I called the cake your name? It is a beautiful, sweet, gentle, and
very tasty cake!!!
sorry, ******, I have to go now. I hope you dream and think of me
as often as I do it! :) I shall write you before my departure to Moscow.
Please, write me the letter! I beg you, do not forget about me now! :)
and, tell me that you wait for me with impatience :) Please, tell me
that you are dreaming to embrace me at the airport! :)
******, if a lady wanted to be with you while your beloved woman won't see you,
what would you tell that lady? Forgive me, I have to go. But only because I want
to meet you as soon as possible!!!!:)
Your Darling Vilena!


Hello my prince!!!
I cannot write much. I only have come for some minutes here, and I have
some minutes to write to you! My dear,you know I have excellent news now I
have all the necessary papers.. and tomorrow I'm going to Moscow :)
More than it I was informed that probably next week I can be with you :)
As soon as I am in Moscow I will write you when I find the Internet cafe in
Moscow. Moscow is the capital city of Russia and to get Visa to your
country I should take an interview in the Embassy.It is possible to do only
in Moscow.That's why I am going there. Then they will make the decision
about my Visa. I am going to answer a lot of questions. But I really hope I
will get it. ****** You cannot imagine what is in my heart and in my
soul! Thoughts about our meeting make me absolutely happy! I am happy even
when I'm alone in my apartment! Do you know why? I know that we will meet
******, and I just have no words.
Yesterday I began to knit a sweater for you. It will be my gift. I
knit a sweater of Angora wool. Do you like to wear sweaters when it's
cold outside? I am absolutely sure that you will like this one. I'm
knitting it with great love. I am doing it so studiously. It will be
the best sweater on Earth. :) I want to knit an inscription of your
name on the front part of the sweater mmm maybe my name or without inscription....
Do you like my idea ******? I assure you, you will be admired! :) .
I knitted similar sweaters several times; and I used the pictures
from modern magazines of clothes as a base . But your sweater will
be the best! Because I will do it with special love. It will be one of my
gifts for you! Nataly helped me so that I have time to finish it before my
arrival to you! and ****** could you tell me the size of your chest, and the
length of your hand from a shoulder up to a wrist? Or simply a size of
clothes that you wear? It will help me! By the way, as well I will bring
you a some Russian souvenir! And some other souvenirs for other people
who are dear for you! I hope you will be glad! I do not know how to thank
you for everything. You've changed my life completely ******. I am so happy.
Now I should finish the letter :( Wish me good luck :) I wish you a
successful day. If you know how it is lonely here without you...
Don't worry my dear very soon we will be together.
Wait for my next letter from Moscow in 2 days.We should be patient now.
Just one step is left.

With Love 
Your Vilena.

Hi my dear and beloved ******, As for me it is the
happiest day to see your letter.  I'm in Moscow! You can't imagine
how happy I am because I have already started my trip to you!
Moscow is a really big city! I arrived in Moscow by train... it seemed to me that
the way was so long...because I can't wait to meet you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I got off the train in Moscow, the policeman asked
me to show my passport and he looked at me as if I were an enemy ))) I think
all people here are a little bit crazy. Everything is very expensive here,
not like in my city... and there are big crowds of people everywhere!
I feel ill at ease because of it but I hope I will be OK soon.
I couldn't find a cheap hotel, everything is extremely expensive in Moscow. 
I managed to find my old friend, Arina here... We studied at the university together.
She allowed me to stop in her house. She lives with her mum.
Some time before we lived in one and the same city, but later they moved to Moscow.
We had many conversations, spoke about you much. Arina was very glad
to see me! She spent the whole day with me..
And then she accompanied me to the Internet cafe, then she went to work.
****** let me tell you the most important thing I should!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had the interview at the Embassy!!!!!! I knew that it would be a difficult
interview, but I could not imagine at all that I must answer so
many questions.At the beginning of the interview I was so frightened,
so worried. But as soon as they asked the first question,
I became absolutely calm. I just sat, and answered all the questions.
I said what I think honestly. They asked me almost about everything!
They asked me about my life, about my childhood, about terrorism,
about my job, about my latest relations. They read all the
documents I had collected before. They asked me about my faith.
I often watched their faces and realised that they didn't expect such
answers, but I didn't want to tell beautiful lies which are pleasant
to listen to. I just answered sincerely and told them everything what's in my heart.
At first I thought that my answers had not satisfied them but they
told that it was very pleasant and unusual to hear my answers.
They said that "bitter" sincerity was always better than "sweet"
lies. Besides, I had already had experience of getting visa and
they were really impressed by the fact that I had such a great support
from so many people and establishments. And maybe in some hours all the papers
will be in my hands !!!!! I can't believe it. I'm nervous and I have butterflies in my stomach.
But at the same time I'm happy because I feel that I did everything correctly.
****** I should also ask you a very important question about my trip.
Ministry of Health, will help me to rent a room to stay near
my future work in your area. I will share this room with a few girls yet,
it is usual procedure and it helps to pay the rent (it will be cheaper).
And I have a question, is it normal if we will like each other may be it is
possible to live together? Of course if you or somebody doesn't mind.
Do you have a big wide bed? (joke). Anyway, if you will not want to stay
with me it is ok for me to rent a room, don’t worry!!!
As you know I will stay there for six months and later if I want I will be
able to prolong my trip. I will arrive by my Work visa, so I won’t have any
problems with law while I will be working. I think I will be able to
improve my English and I think it will help us to learn each other better,
who knows. And dear, don't forget to send me all the information.
-Your full name
-Your full home address.
-Also once again the nearest airport where you will precisely meet me.
****** today I saw my parents in my sleep-dream, and they smiled to me.
I know that it is their approval. I see my parents in sleep-dream very seldom!
I always knew that dream will never simply fall into hands
from the sky. I always knew that if you want the dream to come true,
you must do for this purpose all what is in your forces. I know that it
is necessary to believe, hope and struggle. And I really struggled
******, I tried to do all what in my forces. And I hope God will
help us. after all difficulties, after all efforts I believe that
Everything will be fine! I really feel that I did everything well.
****** I worry very much, but my heart says to me that I should smile.
And I smile today. I feel that I will meet you. I feel that the
meeting at the airport will be beautiful and romantic. I will tell you
everything what I will feel at that moment, and you will tell me. And
then we will leave the airport and we will chatter and laugh. I will
tell you how I endured the flight on board the plane and what I was thinking about.
You will tell me how you waited for me at the airport. And then we
will have great time together. We will walk, spend evenings,
watch funny and scary movies, - and I will hide under your hand at the
most scary moments... We will meet together the first beams of the sun
and will see off a magnificent sunset. We will sit by the window and
drink hot tea while it's cold outside. I do want
to have breakfast together and supper with candles. I do want to
shout together with you at the stadium during football or hockey matches;
or just lay on bed, and tell each other stories from our lives.

****** probably in some days we shall be together:)
SOON WE WILL BE TOGETHER!!!!! But now I have to go! My legs shiver
as if I were a schoolgirl! :) . Wish me luck and think of me!

Your Vilena.

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